7.31.2005
Mood of the Moment: everything is a copy of a copy of a copy...
Music of the Moment: Still got the sad medley in...
So yea, last night I definately crashed at Jennifer's. I would say that I slept at Jennifer's house, but it would be a lie. I didn't sleep last night. Period. zip, zilch, nada. The odd thing was that it really didn't seem to affect me that much until like 8 something. I consider that to be pretty good considering that I only slept for about an hour the night before last. But yea, i took a LONG nap this afternoon, so I am good...well...better...
My family got chinese food tonight, I didn't eat anything because my stomach has been upset, and I was hungry, I just couldn't eat...but....I got a fortune cookie. It says "no problem can withstand the assault of sustained thinking"...I find it amusing, because I am a pro. at thinking about something to the point that I make myself sick...hmmm....as a matter of fact...that is part of the reason I didn't eat some chinese, but oh well...I ate a sandwich later...
Ok, so I have a song stuck in my head, it is from a movie that I watched recently, but it makes me sad, so I want it to go away...grr....
"Baby, sleep,
gently sleep,
life is long is long
and love is deep.
Time will be
sweet for thee.
All the world to see.
Time to look
about and know,
how the shadows
come and go.
How the breeze
stirs the trees,
how the blossoms grow..."
I start back to work tomorrow. I was excited, but now I know that it is prob. gonna be really bad simply because I know my mind will not be on work...grr..Anyway, yea, work, 3-8 tomorrow if anyone wants to come see me...but for now I am going to go, because i dont feel like typing anymore...
Much Love,
DeAnna
It's plain to see it's trying to speak
cherished dreams forever asleep
hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly
hopelessly, I'll give you everything
but I won't give you up
I won't let you down
and I won't leave you falling
if the moment ever comes
hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly
hopelessly, I'll give you everything
but I won't give you up
I won't let you down
and I won't leave you falling
but the moment never comes
Music of the Moment: Still got the sad medley in...
So yea, last night I definately crashed at Jennifer's. I would say that I slept at Jennifer's house, but it would be a lie. I didn't sleep last night. Period. zip, zilch, nada. The odd thing was that it really didn't seem to affect me that much until like 8 something. I consider that to be pretty good considering that I only slept for about an hour the night before last. But yea, i took a LONG nap this afternoon, so I am good...well...better...
My family got chinese food tonight, I didn't eat anything because my stomach has been upset, and I was hungry, I just couldn't eat...but....I got a fortune cookie. It says "no problem can withstand the assault of sustained thinking"...I find it amusing, because I am a pro. at thinking about something to the point that I make myself sick...hmmm....as a matter of fact...that is part of the reason I didn't eat some chinese, but oh well...I ate a sandwich later...
Ok, so I have a song stuck in my head, it is from a movie that I watched recently, but it makes me sad, so I want it to go away...grr....
"Baby, sleep,
gently sleep,
life is long is long
and love is deep.
Time will be
sweet for thee.
All the world to see.
Time to look
about and know,
how the shadows
come and go.
How the breeze
stirs the trees,
how the blossoms grow..."
I start back to work tomorrow. I was excited, but now I know that it is prob. gonna be really bad simply because I know my mind will not be on work...grr..Anyway, yea, work, 3-8 tomorrow if anyone wants to come see me...but for now I am going to go, because i dont feel like typing anymore...
Much Love,
DeAnna
It's plain to see it's trying to speak
cherished dreams forever asleep
hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly
hopelessly, I'll give you everything
but I won't give you up
I won't let you down
and I won't leave you falling
if the moment ever comes
hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly
hopelessly, I'll give you everything
but I won't give you up
I won't let you down
and I won't leave you falling
but the moment never comes
7.29.2005
Mood of the Moment: Why was I born in this family?
Music of the Moment: Sad song medley I composed for myself around valentines day this year
in the past couple of days, I have had two of my BEST friends parents declare that I cannot see their child. I have just managed to get one to recant for a while, so I am about to abscond to her house simlpy because if I stay here any more then I'm going to break down. God....I am like nauseated. My head hurts.....just....bad day....horrible day....day that I wont forget for a while...
Much Love,
~me~
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I've held so dear...
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low...
Music of the Moment: Sad song medley I composed for myself around valentines day this year
in the past couple of days, I have had two of my BEST friends parents declare that I cannot see their child. I have just managed to get one to recant for a while, so I am about to abscond to her house simlpy because if I stay here any more then I'm going to break down. God....I am like nauseated. My head hurts.....just....bad day....horrible day....day that I wont forget for a while...
Much Love,
~me~
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I've held so dear...
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low...
7.27.2005
Mood of the Moment: kinda bored I guess...
Music of the Moment: evanescence-tournequet
I was rummaging through my old cds and discovered the one I am currently listening to. I dont think I have put it in since I bought the Muse CD a crap long time ago, but I think that my Muse CD got stolen because I left it in my car and now it is not there, and being as my car has no back window, it'd be pretty easy to take. I dont understand why though, I mean, I dont think I know anyone that has ever really heard of Muse ecxept for the friend that I first heard it from and the person that she heard it from, and she only knows the one song that she has on a burnt cd as far as I know....grrr....sorry, I miss that cd, I really do, it was my favourite...but i have not the money to get a new one. Ah well, such is the bread of a BROKE life...haha...
On this CD, however, is in fact one of my songs which I dub as my theme songs...it is called imaginary, and it sort of describes my thought patterns at times, so yea, that is cool...
So yea, the only real reason that I am posting this is sheerly out of boredom...and I know I'll most likely post later anyway, so I'm headed off for now...
Much Love,
~me~
I lie awake and try so hard
not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream,
and dream I do...
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe,
you're taking over me...
Music of the Moment: evanescence-tournequet
I was rummaging through my old cds and discovered the one I am currently listening to. I dont think I have put it in since I bought the Muse CD a crap long time ago, but I think that my Muse CD got stolen because I left it in my car and now it is not there, and being as my car has no back window, it'd be pretty easy to take. I dont understand why though, I mean, I dont think I know anyone that has ever really heard of Muse ecxept for the friend that I first heard it from and the person that she heard it from, and she only knows the one song that she has on a burnt cd as far as I know....grrr....sorry, I miss that cd, I really do, it was my favourite...but i have not the money to get a new one. Ah well, such is the bread of a BROKE life...haha...
On this CD, however, is in fact one of my songs which I dub as my theme songs...it is called imaginary, and it sort of describes my thought patterns at times, so yea, that is cool...
So yea, the only real reason that I am posting this is sheerly out of boredom...and I know I'll most likely post later anyway, so I'm headed off for now...
Much Love,
~me~
I lie awake and try so hard
not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream,
and dream I do...
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe,
you're taking over me...
Mood of the Moment: I dont know, it is actually a combonation of many things....none of them are good(at this time) though...I guess this would be called being bleh...
Music of the Moment: Sarah M.- Angel
Ok, let's see, should I put my complaints or my happy things first...Well, I guess I shall just start off saying what I have done since my last post: Until this afternoon...I really have done NOTHING...of importance, that is. I mean I have Talked online and talked on the phone and gone to see my Paw-Paw and my Kody...but other than that stuff it has been like "gee, what can I do to not be bored???" But yea, today was pretty cool because I got to talk to dear crystal online, and then I got to watch one of my favorite movies....even though it is probrobly the saddest movie that I own, then my cousins came over (um, that one goes into the "complaints" category), then I went down to help my paw-paw with his dog and to get him some coffee, then I came home just in time for Kody to come and visit for just a little while. It made me happy b/c he never gets to come here. But it wasn't long before he had to go back to Maw-Maws...and so I rode with him until we got to Paw-Paws house so that I could drop off some cigarettes for him, then I ran home in time to immediately get ready to leave to go hang out with CRYSTAL(!) and Brian...we watched the Village and played DDR then went swimming in the quite toasty pool. Mucho fun...unfortunately I came home a mite late (ie like 12:45ish...) and my dad flipped out....grr....like right now he is sitting a few feet away going on about it....grr....but oh well, I shall survive.
Ok, so, on a good note...I got pretty much finished with working on a template for mine and jennifer's blog, it is currently on display at Me Test Blog in my links section. I'd actually greatly appreciate feedback being as I never even wanted to think about anything HTML related until a couple of short days ago. I could add links and change some colors and stuff, but as far as actually creating the page I had no Idea where to start....I still am not very good I dont believe...but I try...
Ok, so just a few bad notes: My ankle hurts again(because I played DDR and then in the pool I accidentally kicked someone at just the right angle to twist my foot the wrong way), my head hurts(partially b/c I tink too much, partially b/c I really dont know what time of morning my dad is going to stop talking...), my shoulder hurts because I went swimming, I refuse to take any sort of medication for these, because I can still function therefore there is no need. Let's see...Brennan is NOT here...I have been waiting on him to get here for like 3 months now, but I recently found out that he wasn't coming b/c of money. At like 8.5 tonight I realized thattoday was not monday(because I was thinking that it was) and was in fact tuesday, which is in fact contra night. I also remembered that I had told the excessively nice looking college aged gentleman that I was going to be there this week....I promised....yea, so that sucks. But then again, missed opportunities are my forte. I also need to talk to Jennifer but I have sort of managed to play phone tag with her all day today. On top of everything, I have just come to a realization that generally, well, sucks....but yea, I think I am gonna go now because even though my dad is taking a break, he wants me to "come see him to discuss something" when I get done...and I'd prefer to get that over with...
(crystal, I <3>
Goodnight to all...
Much Love,
DeAnna
I’m ever swiftly moving
Trying to escape this desire
The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
But I have the sense to recognize
That I don’t know how
To let you go
Music of the Moment: Sarah M.- Angel
Ok, let's see, should I put my complaints or my happy things first...Well, I guess I shall just start off saying what I have done since my last post: Until this afternoon...I really have done NOTHING...of importance, that is. I mean I have Talked online and talked on the phone and gone to see my Paw-Paw and my Kody...but other than that stuff it has been like "gee, what can I do to not be bored???" But yea, today was pretty cool because I got to talk to dear crystal online, and then I got to watch one of my favorite movies....even though it is probrobly the saddest movie that I own, then my cousins came over (um, that one goes into the "complaints" category), then I went down to help my paw-paw with his dog and to get him some coffee, then I came home just in time for Kody to come and visit for just a little while. It made me happy b/c he never gets to come here. But it wasn't long before he had to go back to Maw-Maws...and so I rode with him until we got to Paw-Paws house so that I could drop off some cigarettes for him, then I ran home in time to immediately get ready to leave to go hang out with CRYSTAL(!) and Brian...we watched the Village and played DDR then went swimming in the quite toasty pool. Mucho fun...unfortunately I came home a mite late (ie like 12:45ish...) and my dad flipped out....grr....like right now he is sitting a few feet away going on about it....grr....but oh well, I shall survive.
Ok, so, on a good note...I got pretty much finished with working on a template for mine and jennifer's blog, it is currently on display at Me Test Blog in my links section. I'd actually greatly appreciate feedback being as I never even wanted to think about anything HTML related until a couple of short days ago. I could add links and change some colors and stuff, but as far as actually creating the page I had no Idea where to start....I still am not very good I dont believe...but I try...
Ok, so just a few bad notes: My ankle hurts again(because I played DDR and then in the pool I accidentally kicked someone at just the right angle to twist my foot the wrong way), my head hurts(partially b/c I tink too much, partially b/c I really dont know what time of morning my dad is going to stop talking...), my shoulder hurts because I went swimming, I refuse to take any sort of medication for these, because I can still function therefore there is no need. Let's see...Brennan is NOT here...I have been waiting on him to get here for like 3 months now, but I recently found out that he wasn't coming b/c of money. At like 8.5 tonight I realized thattoday was not monday(because I was thinking that it was) and was in fact tuesday, which is in fact contra night. I also remembered that I had told the excessively nice looking college aged gentleman that I was going to be there this week....I promised....yea, so that sucks. But then again, missed opportunities are my forte. I also need to talk to Jennifer but I have sort of managed to play phone tag with her all day today. On top of everything, I have just come to a realization that generally, well, sucks....but yea, I think I am gonna go now because even though my dad is taking a break, he wants me to "come see him to discuss something" when I get done...and I'd prefer to get that over with...
(crystal, I <3>
Goodnight to all...
Much Love,
DeAnna
I’m ever swiftly moving
Trying to escape this desire
The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
But I have the sense to recognize
That I don’t know how
To let you go
7.24.2005
I put a link in the in my links section to my little test blog, it doesn't really have anything in it, it is just where I work on perfecting the html skills I have and learning new ones...If you ever see a set up or a picture or some other feature on there that you would like, let me know, and I should be able to hook you up with it...in fact I'd very much like to....it would make me feel special....haha. The set-up/background that I have on it currently seems fitting for a certain friend of mine...but yea...if you are EXTREMELY bored, check it out...
Mood of the Moment: Kinda bored, but kinda happy, but kinda sad too...
Music of the Moment: Dashboard Confessionals - Standarsd Lines
Ok, so I have decided that getting your finger pricked is far worse than the massive needle that they use when you donate blood. I also hate the fact that they always keep those places so bloody cold....I mean, doesn't blood FLOW better when you ate warm? Oh well...it is still fun and interesting. I'm supposed to get a call in a few days about going to the winston place to donate platelets...haha, that is hardcore my friends....hardcore...haha....
But yea, I really have nothing else to talk about, and it is annoying because one of the fingers that I use the most when typing is now throbbing...I kinda wish that a friend of mine would call me....but I dont think he wants to....so yea...oh well.....I may post more later...
Much Love,
DeAnna
Which of these standard lines will we use?
"I've been meaning to call you,
I've just been so busy...
We'll catch up soon...
Let's make it a point to..."
Music of the Moment: Dashboard Confessionals - Standarsd Lines
Ok, so I have decided that getting your finger pricked is far worse than the massive needle that they use when you donate blood. I also hate the fact that they always keep those places so bloody cold....I mean, doesn't blood FLOW better when you ate warm? Oh well...it is still fun and interesting. I'm supposed to get a call in a few days about going to the winston place to donate platelets...haha, that is hardcore my friends....hardcore...haha....
But yea, I really have nothing else to talk about, and it is annoying because one of the fingers that I use the most when typing is now throbbing...I kinda wish that a friend of mine would call me....but I dont think he wants to....so yea...oh well.....I may post more later...
Much Love,
DeAnna
Which of these standard lines will we use?
"I've been meaning to call you,
I've just been so busy...
We'll catch up soon...
Let's make it a point to..."
7.23.2005
Mood of the Moment: Relieved
Music of the Moment: Flogging Molly - Worst Day Since Yesterday
Ok, so the reason I am relieved is because mi familia and me found a little birdie who's nest had fallen today, and I finally found a rehab place to take it, and it should be just fine....yay...
Not yay- I found out today that, even though it has been known for a while, nobody has bothered to mention to me that Brennan is not coming home....*sadness*....scorn him I must...
I give blood tomorrow....that should be fun....well...in an odd way....
To those of you that like to comment....should I have music? Yes, no, maybe....what kind?....I dont know, this blog has turned out to be a masterpiece created out of sheer boredom. I'll have you know that every bit of HTML that I have learned has not been from any sort of manual, but from comparing different templates and from trial and error...thank God for the "preview" button in the template editing area....yea, it has sort of become fun for me though...like a game....make the pieces fit together...."ohh what does this do....wow that's cool....eek....that's bad...oh, so that's what that means....."....sort of thing....haha...
yea, pretty much I've done nothing today....I was gonna watch "Legend" but the birdie got my attention...so yea, that's it for now...later...
Much Love,
DeAnna
Imím chun teacht ar ais
Music of the Moment: Flogging Molly - Worst Day Since Yesterday
Ok, so the reason I am relieved is because mi familia and me found a little birdie who's nest had fallen today, and I finally found a rehab place to take it, and it should be just fine....yay...
Not yay- I found out today that, even though it has been known for a while, nobody has bothered to mention to me that Brennan is not coming home....*sadness*....scorn him I must...
I give blood tomorrow....that should be fun....well...in an odd way....
To those of you that like to comment....should I have music? Yes, no, maybe....what kind?....I dont know, this blog has turned out to be a masterpiece created out of sheer boredom. I'll have you know that every bit of HTML that I have learned has not been from any sort of manual, but from comparing different templates and from trial and error...thank God for the "preview" button in the template editing area....yea, it has sort of become fun for me though...like a game....make the pieces fit together...."ohh what does this do....wow that's cool....eek....that's bad...oh, so that's what that means....."....sort of thing....haha...
yea, pretty much I've done nothing today....I was gonna watch "Legend" but the birdie got my attention...so yea, that's it for now...later...
Much Love,
DeAnna
Imím chun teacht ar ais
Mood of the Moment: Mwahaha!!!
Music of the Moment: the hum of the pc...
Ok, yea, new look, I'm proud of it....it took me a while...and I am still up for suggestions.....I will post more on it later....but...right now I think if I look at this blogger screen any longer I may puke...
Much Love,
DeAnna
(ps....Crystal, thanks to you....I have eaten a PB&J...)
Music of the Moment: the hum of the pc...
Ok, yea, new look, I'm proud of it....it took me a while...and I am still up for suggestions.....I will post more on it later....but...right now I think if I look at this blogger screen any longer I may puke...
Much Love,
DeAnna
(ps....Crystal, thanks to you....I have eaten a PB&J...)
7.20.2005
Hey look, this post has a title!
Mood of the Moment: Bored, bleh...
Music of the Moment: The Killers - Mr. Brightside
Stick Boy and Match Girl in Love
Stick Boy liked Match Girl,
He liked her a lot.
He liked her cute figure,
he thought she was hot.
But could a flame ever burn
for a match and a stick?
It did quite literally;
he burned up quick.
so you're with her
not with me
oh how lucky
one man can be
I hear your house
is smart and clean
oh how lovely
with your homecoming queen
oh how lovely it must be
So yea....tonight's theme"I'm Bored..."...not much to say....had a lot of fun last night, I got to talk to the nameless Hot Guy...and My original contra-friend (aka : the gut that taught me how to waltz on my first night...) was there. Went out to eat whipped-cream, talked to Kate a bit. Having Beth there was cool....but it would have been cooler if she could have brought Lindsay...the more guys the better. But yea, that is about it...oh yea, and I can't wait until Sunday...because that is when one of my favourite dudes is coming home....whether he likes it or not....mwahaha!
Ok, that's it, I am done, done I am, done am I....goodnight...
Much Love,
DeAnna
Sing a song of sadness
about the girl
with the happy face...
Music of the Moment: The Killers - Mr. Brightside
Stick Boy and Match Girl in Love
Stick Boy liked Match Girl,
He liked her a lot.
He liked her cute figure,
he thought she was hot.
But could a flame ever burn
for a match and a stick?
It did quite literally;
he burned up quick.
so you're with her
not with me
oh how lucky
one man can be
I hear your house
is smart and clean
oh how lovely
with your homecoming queen
oh how lovely it must be
So yea....tonight's theme"I'm Bored..."...not much to say....had a lot of fun last night, I got to talk to the nameless Hot Guy...and My original contra-friend (aka : the gut that taught me how to waltz on my first night...) was there. Went out to eat whipped-cream, talked to Kate a bit. Having Beth there was cool....but it would have been cooler if she could have brought Lindsay...the more guys the better. But yea, that is about it...oh yea, and I can't wait until Sunday...because that is when one of my favourite dudes is coming home....whether he likes it or not....mwahaha!
Ok, that's it, I am done, done I am, done am I....goodnight...
Much Love,
DeAnna
Sing a song of sadness
about the girl
with the happy face...
7.19.2005
Mood of the Moment: Disappointed, confused, aggrivated, envious, and yet somehow giddy-esque...
Music of the Moment: Killers - Somebody Told Me
Ok, I have a friend...a friend that I dont even think likes me very much....but I swear that this person and I need to have a chat, because I'm sick of people talking to me about them...but then on top of that....I get to hear from this person that no one likes them....oh my gosh!!! Annoying it is...
(Crystal is one of my favorite people ever!!!)
Four of my friends are at the beach right now...one just recently got back...one is going this friday...I doubt I will get to go this year. I think I want to buy another turtle.....the last time I went was with Tammy...I bought a turtle then...haha...I remember staying at the beachside bar until the early AM, and having to help mom and Tammy back to our hotel/room...and on the way there we passed the pool (which we weren't supposed to be in after midnight)and they decided that it was really hot, and told me to get in, and I did, and they felt better, even though they never actually touched the water...it was just amusing...
(and she has awesome eyes!!!)
Anyway, I really didn't do much today but help my Grandmother go shopping and watch a Crystal couple of movies...wow, how exciting...
Anyway....I really don't feel like blogging...I realize I have been saying that a lot recently....it is just...I dont know...for one I am tired of dealing with my bloody computer....but yea....I'm going now...
Much Love,
~me~
and my time
is a piece of wax
falling on a termite
that's choking on the splinters...
Music of the Moment: Killers - Somebody Told Me
Ok, I have a friend...a friend that I dont even think likes me very much....but I swear that this person and I need to have a chat, because I'm sick of people talking to me about them...but then on top of that....I get to hear from this person that no one likes them....oh my gosh!!! Annoying it is...
(Crystal is one of my favorite people ever!!!)
Four of my friends are at the beach right now...one just recently got back...one is going this friday...I doubt I will get to go this year. I think I want to buy another turtle.....the last time I went was with Tammy...I bought a turtle then...haha...I remember staying at the beachside bar until the early AM, and having to help mom and Tammy back to our hotel/room...and on the way there we passed the pool (which we weren't supposed to be in after midnight)and they decided that it was really hot, and told me to get in, and I did, and they felt better, even though they never actually touched the water...it was just amusing...
(and she has awesome eyes!!!)
Anyway, I really didn't do much today but help my Grandmother go shopping and watch a Crystal couple of movies...wow, how exciting...
Anyway....I really don't feel like blogging...I realize I have been saying that a lot recently....it is just...I dont know...for one I am tired of dealing with my bloody computer....but yea....I'm going now...
Much Love,
~me~
and my time
is a piece of wax
falling on a termite
that's choking on the splinters...
7.18.2005
Mood of the Moment: thoughtful
Music of the Moment: Red Hot Chili Peppers - City of Angels
Today was a day of little consequence. I gained from today only the joy of clean clothes, and even those were after the labour required to do so. I spent the rest of the day doing frivolous, meaningless things, half-way waiting for the phone to ring for me...but knowing that it wouldn't. Ah well...I shall survive...
I must not fear losing that which was never mine at all...
I leave you with two short poems written by Tim Burton...I fell in love with them when I first read them years ago..but I had almost forgotten about them until recently...so yea, just felt like sharing:
Voodoo Girl
Her skin is white cloth,
and she's all sewn apart
and she has many colored pins
sticking out of her heart.
She has many different zombies
who are deeply in her trance.
She even has a zombie
who was originally from France.
But she knows she has a curse on her,
a curse she cannot win.
For if someone gets
too close to her,
the pins stick farther in.
The Pin Cushion Queen
Life isn't easy
for the Pin Cushion Queen.
When she sits alone on her throne
Pins push through her spleen.
Burton=Genious *smiles*...but alas...I told myself that I was going to go to bed before 4 this morning...and as you can see from looking at the time of this post, I have passed that by quite a bit...so I am off to try to dream now...
Much Love,
DeAnna
one of these days you’re gonna love me
You’ll sit down by yourself and think
About the time you turned from me
And what good friends we might’ve been
And then you’re gonna sigh a little
Maybe even cry a little but
One of these days you’re gonna love me
Music of the Moment: Red Hot Chili Peppers - City of Angels
Today was a day of little consequence. I gained from today only the joy of clean clothes, and even those were after the labour required to do so. I spent the rest of the day doing frivolous, meaningless things, half-way waiting for the phone to ring for me...but knowing that it wouldn't. Ah well...I shall survive...
I must not fear losing that which was never mine at all...
I leave you with two short poems written by Tim Burton...I fell in love with them when I first read them years ago..but I had almost forgotten about them until recently...so yea, just felt like sharing:
Voodoo Girl
Her skin is white cloth,
and she's all sewn apart
and she has many colored pins
sticking out of her heart.
She has many different zombies
who are deeply in her trance.
She even has a zombie
who was originally from France.
But she knows she has a curse on her,
a curse she cannot win.
For if someone gets
too close to her,
the pins stick farther in.
The Pin Cushion Queen
Life isn't easy
for the Pin Cushion Queen.
When she sits alone on her throne
Pins push through her spleen.
Burton=Genious *smiles*...but alas...I told myself that I was going to go to bed before 4 this morning...and as you can see from looking at the time of this post, I have passed that by quite a bit...so I am off to try to dream now...
Much Love,
DeAnna
one of these days you’re gonna love me
You’ll sit down by yourself and think
About the time you turned from me
And what good friends we might’ve been
And then you’re gonna sigh a little
Maybe even cry a little but
One of these days you’re gonna love me
7.17.2005
Mood of the Moment: Crystal is back!!
Music of the Moment: Gary Jule - Mad World
So yea, the sort of depressing stuff that I have had going on in the last couple of days....Crystal just managed to make me feel a lot better...I'm not even sure how...I just know that at one point in time I realized that I was laughing...it was nifty....this is one of the reasons why i missed Crystal...
I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory tonight it was very pleasing to me...I got to see the trailers for the new "Harry Potter" and the "Corpse Bride"....those were also very pleasing to me...I still stand by my decision that Daniel Radcliffe has become very nice to look at...haha...
I also went swimming today...but other than that, there was really not much to report...well, nothing happy at least...
oh well, that is all I feel like putting tonight,
Much Love
DeAnna
I miss my friend,
My Confidant,
My ally,
My Cheerleader,
My attorney,
my haven,
my pillar of strength...
I miss my Fallen Angel...
Music of the Moment: Gary Jule - Mad World
So yea, the sort of depressing stuff that I have had going on in the last couple of days....Crystal just managed to make me feel a lot better...I'm not even sure how...I just know that at one point in time I realized that I was laughing...it was nifty....this is one of the reasons why i missed Crystal...
I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory tonight it was very pleasing to me...I got to see the trailers for the new "Harry Potter" and the "Corpse Bride"....those were also very pleasing to me...I still stand by my decision that Daniel Radcliffe has become very nice to look at...haha...
I also went swimming today...but other than that, there was really not much to report...well, nothing happy at least...
oh well, that is all I feel like putting tonight,
Much Love
DeAnna
I miss my friend,
My Confidant,
My ally,
My Cheerleader,
My attorney,
my haven,
my pillar of strength...
I miss my Fallen Angel...
7.16.2005
Mood of the Moment: I miss Crystal...
Music of the Moment: Sarah M. & Bare Naked Ladies - God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen
(Yea, I'm listening to a Christmas song in July, what ya gonna do 'bout it???)
So yea, last night I spent the night at Jennifer's house...I didn't actually do much sleeping though...and I woke up this morning and did nothing....because someone was still asleep...hehe, but I didn't mind. At like noon (when Jennifer finally awoke) we decided to go to Olde Orchard Diner to get something to eat, then she took me home. That was about two o'clock I guess...yea, my day went kind of down-hill from there...
But Alas, I did get to go to the Harry Potter party tonight at B&N...it was nifty...quite nifty....except for the fact that I ran into my cousins...the annoying "we're not blood related...so we could still get married...." cousins...But I was nice...I got a bunch of random things, glasses, pictures, etc...it was entertaining....
*sidenote: my heart just did that wierd thing that it does for the third time today, which is REALLY odd...it usually doesn't happen this often...*
Afterwards I went to go see a movie with mis padres...it wasn't the one I wanted to see...which stinks....because I cannot see the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory movie alone, and I can think of no one who would go with me. I have a perfectly legitimate reason for not going alone, it is all because of one scene...the dall scene...yea...dont ask, I just know that if I try to watch it alone, I may walk out...so yea....I dont want to do that...so I dont know what I'm gonna do...oh well...
I'm sorry...but I really am not up for much blogging tonight...memories have been brought up over the course of the last 36 hours or so...lots of them...and they are just sort of making me feel a lot like crying...
Until next time...
Much Love,
DeAnna
*no nifty or seemingly random lyrics tonight, becaue all I can think right now is "gee, Tammy used to find it so amusing when I would randomly spout out lyrics..."...sorry...*
Music of the Moment: Sarah M. & Bare Naked Ladies - God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen
(Yea, I'm listening to a Christmas song in July, what ya gonna do 'bout it???)
So yea, last night I spent the night at Jennifer's house...I didn't actually do much sleeping though...and I woke up this morning and did nothing....because someone was still asleep...hehe, but I didn't mind. At like noon (when Jennifer finally awoke) we decided to go to Olde Orchard Diner to get something to eat, then she took me home. That was about two o'clock I guess...yea, my day went kind of down-hill from there...
But Alas, I did get to go to the Harry Potter party tonight at B&N...it was nifty...quite nifty....except for the fact that I ran into my cousins...the annoying "we're not blood related...so we could still get married...." cousins...But I was nice...I got a bunch of random things, glasses, pictures, etc...it was entertaining....
*sidenote: my heart just did that wierd thing that it does for the third time today, which is REALLY odd...it usually doesn't happen this often...*
Afterwards I went to go see a movie with mis padres...it wasn't the one I wanted to see...which stinks....because I cannot see the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory movie alone, and I can think of no one who would go with me. I have a perfectly legitimate reason for not going alone, it is all because of one scene...the dall scene...yea...dont ask, I just know that if I try to watch it alone, I may walk out...so yea....I dont want to do that...so I dont know what I'm gonna do...oh well...
I'm sorry...but I really am not up for much blogging tonight...memories have been brought up over the course of the last 36 hours or so...lots of them...and they are just sort of making me feel a lot like crying...
Until next time...
Much Love,
DeAnna
*no nifty or seemingly random lyrics tonight, becaue all I can think right now is "gee, Tammy used to find it so amusing when I would randomly spout out lyrics..."...sorry...*
7.15.2005
Mood of the Moment: I miss Crystal...
Music of the Moment: Mudvayne - Happy
Yea, not much time, I shall blog when I get home, which shall be after midnight sometime. I am off to phys. therapy...then the Harry Potter party for a bit...then to Charlie and the Chocolate Factory....
Sorry for the lack of color, it matches the lack of time.....
If you are reading this, I love you!!!
Later,
DeAnna
So shave your face
with some mace
in the dark...
Music of the Moment: Mudvayne - Happy
Yea, not much time, I shall blog when I get home, which shall be after midnight sometime. I am off to phys. therapy...then the Harry Potter party for a bit...then to Charlie and the Chocolate Factory....
Sorry for the lack of color, it matches the lack of time.....
If you are reading this, I love you!!!
Later,
DeAnna
So shave your face
with some mace
in the dark...
7.14.2005
Mood of the Moment: I miss Crystal...
Music of the Moment: Maroon 5 - Through with You (I really don't like maroon 5...just this one bloody song)
Didn't really do much today, except skip out on my physical therapy...and watching one of my favorite movies ever!! (ok nobody laugh, it is a kid's movie, but I love it) Mulan. Yea, I am odd....but not as odd as some....so ha!
I also went to Hot Topic, and the coffee shop. I got some posters, they make me happy. But you know what really made me feel better (as opposed to earlier today)? It was the fact that a friend noticed that I was sad, and seemed to truly want me to be happy. and this was someone who I really didn't think cared too much whether or not I was happy, but they seemed quite sincere...and, well, needless to say, it made me happy...
I got to talk to dear Jennifer today for what seemed like the first time in ages...we have sort of been playing phone tag for a while....so that too made me happy...
You know what else will make me happy...when Crystal bloody comes home!! Late night has becime boring without her around!! It really has, in just the few days she has been gone (in case anyone is wondering, I promised to her that my "mood" thing would say "I miss Crystal" all week, and I never break promises if I can help it at all... so tah-dah!!!) hehe, I really do miss her though...and i cannot wait until she comes back so that we may speak again...that is...if she wants to...
ok, so I am definately tired of typing now...and I need to have a heart-to-heart with my Dad about this "grounding" thing that he is trying to do...so I shall talk....er...type at you later...good night to all...(I leave you with a bit of a conversation between me and a friend earlier, it should be entertaining...hehe....later...)
emonee87: hum
emonee87: just think of all those sexy guys at DCCC
AlwAysDreAmA: WOO HOO ...you know....that's why I'm going
emonee87: heck yeah, why do you think I picked Guilford
emonee87: alternating rooms
emonee87: boy/girl/boy/girl
emonee87: !!!
AlwAysDreAmA: oh you are kidding!!!
AlwAysDreAmA: no fair at all!!!
AlwAysDreAmA: I want to live on campus!
emonee87: tiffany is in the all girls dorm
emonee87: hehe
emonee87: but, ECU is only co-ed by level
emonee87: Elon was co-ed by level or wing, depending on the building
emonee87: but Guilford is runnin' wild
AlwAysDreAmA: I wanna go to guilford...
AlwAysDreAmA: you are calling me when there are parties right?
emonee87: um sure!
AlwAysDreAmA: you said you were going to!!!
AlwAysDreAmA: those foam parties!
AlwAysDreAmA: I'm counting on you!
emonee87: ok
AlwAysDreAmA: of course emily....
AlwAysDreAmA: it would help if you just told me...
AlwAysDreAmA: and didn't actually go with me...
AlwAysDreAmA: because if it goes anything like contra-dancing....
AlwAysDreAmA: I'll get dissed
emonee87: I only get asked by old guys
emonee87: Mr. Orange shirt didn't want to dance with me
AlwAysDreAmA: as opposed to the invisible mute guys that ask me to dance...
emonee87: you got asked to dance!
AlwAysDreAmA: by the oriental guy!!!!
AlwAysDreAmA: "pardon my sweat..."
(by the way, emily, there is your bloody beloved orange...are you happy now you sadisticly-school-spirited-math-loving-dance-partner-stealer!!! *narrows eyes*...hehe, just kidding...)
Much Love to all,
~DeAnna~
I don't want to hold you
and feel so helpless
I don't want to smell you
and lose my senses...
Music of the Moment: Maroon 5 - Through with You (I really don't like maroon 5...just this one bloody song)
Didn't really do much today, except skip out on my physical therapy...and watching one of my favorite movies ever!! (ok nobody laugh, it is a kid's movie, but I love it) Mulan. Yea, I am odd....but not as odd as some....so ha!
I also went to Hot Topic, and the coffee shop. I got some posters, they make me happy. But you know what really made me feel better (as opposed to earlier today)? It was the fact that a friend noticed that I was sad, and seemed to truly want me to be happy. and this was someone who I really didn't think cared too much whether or not I was happy, but they seemed quite sincere...and, well, needless to say, it made me happy...
I got to talk to dear Jennifer today for what seemed like the first time in ages...we have sort of been playing phone tag for a while....so that too made me happy...
You know what else will make me happy...when Crystal bloody comes home!! Late night has becime boring without her around!! It really has, in just the few days she has been gone (in case anyone is wondering, I promised to her that my "mood" thing would say "I miss Crystal" all week, and I never break promises if I can help it at all... so tah-dah!!!) hehe, I really do miss her though...and i cannot wait until she comes back so that we may speak again...that is...if she wants to...
ok, so I am definately tired of typing now...and I need to have a heart-to-heart with my Dad about this "grounding" thing that he is trying to do...so I shall talk....er...type at you later...good night to all...(I leave you with a bit of a conversation between me and a friend earlier, it should be entertaining...hehe....later...)
emonee87: hum
emonee87: just think of all those sexy guys at DCCC
AlwAysDreAmA: WOO HOO ...you know....that's why I'm going
emonee87: heck yeah, why do you think I picked Guilford
emonee87: alternating rooms
emonee87: boy/girl/boy/girl
emonee87: !!!
AlwAysDreAmA: oh you are kidding!!!
AlwAysDreAmA: no fair at all!!!
AlwAysDreAmA: I want to live on campus!
emonee87: tiffany is in the all girls dorm
emonee87: hehe
emonee87: but, ECU is only co-ed by level
emonee87: Elon was co-ed by level or wing, depending on the building
emonee87: but Guilford is runnin' wild
AlwAysDreAmA: I wanna go to guilford...
AlwAysDreAmA: you are calling me when there are parties right?
emonee87: um sure!
AlwAysDreAmA: you said you were going to!!!
AlwAysDreAmA: those foam parties!
AlwAysDreAmA: I'm counting on you!
emonee87: ok
AlwAysDreAmA: of course emily....
AlwAysDreAmA: it would help if you just told me...
AlwAysDreAmA: and didn't actually go with me...
AlwAysDreAmA: because if it goes anything like contra-dancing....
AlwAysDreAmA: I'll get dissed
emonee87: I only get asked by old guys
emonee87: Mr. Orange shirt didn't want to dance with me
AlwAysDreAmA: as opposed to the invisible mute guys that ask me to dance...
emonee87: you got asked to dance!
AlwAysDreAmA: by the oriental guy!!!!
AlwAysDreAmA: "pardon my sweat..."
(by the way, emily, there is your bloody beloved orange...are you happy now you sadisticly-school-spirited-math-loving-dance-partner-stealer!!! *narrows eyes*...hehe, just kidding...)
Much Love to all,
~DeAnna~
I don't want to hold you
and feel so helpless
I don't want to smell you
and lose my senses...
7.13.2005
Mood of the Moment: I miss Crystal...
Music of the Moment: Sarah M. - Angel
Everything I touch...
becomes...
a wound...
Much Love,
~me~
It's the bitter taste
of losing everything
I've held so dear...
Music of the Moment: Sarah M. - Angel
Everything I touch...
becomes...
a wound...
Much Love,
~me~
It's the bitter taste
of losing everything
I've held so dear...
Mood of the Moment: I miss Crystal...
Music of the Moment: Maroon 5 - Through with You
So yea, today I woke up and my ankle was feeling much better, so I celebrated by watching the extended edition of The Two Towers...then I called Brian because he asked me to last night, and said that we'd do something today...but apparently he forgot...haha, what a surprise...
Fortunately, I had a back-up plan...well..actually no, i didn't...I called Jennifer to find her to not be home, but right after that, Emily called me to come hang out at the coffee shop. Haha...it was interesting...Jenkins really has no comprehension of the term "personal space"...haha, it was still fun. Very entertaining it is to see other people have their personal bubble completely invaded...but yea, then we met up with some other people to porch-it at Emily's for a bit....That was very interesting...simply because there were 7 of us there, and the subject kept going back and forth to the same thing...and I really shouldn't have to say what it is...you should know...if not...you were never a teenager...but yea, and we went from anything to that...like school, work, manga, Dragon ball Z, the new Chronicles of Narnia movie coming out....anything...hehe, and just a few minutes ago, my dear friend Emily summed it up in a very amusing way: emonee87: the whole "porch group" was just one big ball of sexual frustration... hehe, I found that amusing...hehe...
Hmmm, Speaking of the Chronicles of Narnia...I can't wait until that comes out...I'm gonna call Pk(...or should I say Paul now...) yay!!! That shall be fun! HAHA!! I love no longer being a student...hehe...beautiful...
But alas, I really have nothing more to type about...and I am still sad, it is just slowly being pushed to the back of my mind...oh well....goodnight to all...
Much Love,
DeAnna
Music of the Moment: Maroon 5 - Through with You
So yea, today I woke up and my ankle was feeling much better, so I celebrated by watching the extended edition of The Two Towers...then I called Brian because he asked me to last night, and said that we'd do something today...but apparently he forgot...haha, what a surprise...
Fortunately, I had a back-up plan...well..actually no, i didn't...I called Jennifer to find her to not be home, but right after that, Emily called me to come hang out at the coffee shop. Haha...it was interesting...Jenkins really has no comprehension of the term "personal space"...haha, it was still fun. Very entertaining it is to see other people have their personal bubble completely invaded...but yea, then we met up with some other people to porch-it at Emily's for a bit....That was very interesting...simply because there were 7 of us there, and the subject kept going back and forth to the same thing...and I really shouldn't have to say what it is...you should know...if not...you were never a teenager...but yea, and we went from anything to that...like school, work, manga, Dragon ball Z, the new Chronicles of Narnia movie coming out....anything...hehe, and just a few minutes ago, my dear friend Emily summed it up in a very amusing way: emonee87: the whole "porch group" was just one big ball of sexual frustration... hehe, I found that amusing...hehe...
Hmmm, Speaking of the Chronicles of Narnia...I can't wait until that comes out...I'm gonna call Pk(...or should I say Paul now...) yay!!! That shall be fun! HAHA!! I love no longer being a student...hehe...beautiful...
But alas, I really have nothing more to type about...and I am still sad, it is just slowly being pushed to the back of my mind...oh well....goodnight to all...
Much Love,
DeAnna
7.12.2005
Mood of the Moment: I really do miss Crystal...
Music of the Moment: Bowling for Soup - Almost
Ok, so I am really tired, and I don't particularly know why. I haven't really done much today...haven't realy been able to because of....I mean...uh...my ankle is doing quite well...and is, uhh, healing beautifully, and, uhh, I am actually hopping around right now, you just can't see me...*sigh*
My Great-Grandfather was here today...I haven't seen him since I was like 14, and even then, it was the second time I'd ever met him...so it was kind of boring, because he just sort of fell asleep after a while. He brought a friend, who is apparently related to me somehow....I think he is my grandmother's half-sister's husband...yea, I think that is it. Yea, it is odd...my family...I guess one cool thing about my grandpaw is that I apparently inherited my love for traveling from him. He loves Europe...he also fought in WWII, the Korean, & the Vietnam wars...I think that is somewhat nifty. He used to own horses, but now he is too old to take care of them, so he sold them. I yelled to him that I like to take pictures (I had to yell, he cant hear otherwise...) and he asked to see some, so I brought a whole stack...and he told me was very good, which made me happy...he asked if I developed them myself, but I told him I had neither the room nor the money for a dark-room...though I would love to have one. ...but yea, he is basically pretty cool.
Good news: I am not as mad as I was last night, still mad, but not so bad...tonight i am very sad...it is for an odd reason, I know whaat it is that is making me sad, but I guess I just don't know why is is actually making me sad...(sorry for the cryptic-ness)...but yea...it is due to a person...but it isn't anything that the person DID...more just the way that they are...if that makes any sense. I don't know. I shall get over it. I always do....but yea, tired of typing...
...I'm going to be a nun...and...I'll probably die cold and alone...
Much Love,
DeAnna
Saying "I love you"
Has nothing to do with meaning it
And I don't trust you
Cause every time you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all...
Music of the Moment: Bowling for Soup - Almost
Ok, so I am really tired, and I don't particularly know why. I haven't really done much today...haven't realy been able to because of....I mean...uh...my ankle is doing quite well...and is, uhh, healing beautifully, and, uhh, I am actually hopping around right now, you just can't see me...*sigh*
My Great-Grandfather was here today...I haven't seen him since I was like 14, and even then, it was the second time I'd ever met him...so it was kind of boring, because he just sort of fell asleep after a while. He brought a friend, who is apparently related to me somehow....I think he is my grandmother's half-sister's husband...yea, I think that is it. Yea, it is odd...my family...I guess one cool thing about my grandpaw is that I apparently inherited my love for traveling from him. He loves Europe...he also fought in WWII, the Korean, & the Vietnam wars...I think that is somewhat nifty. He used to own horses, but now he is too old to take care of them, so he sold them. I yelled to him that I like to take pictures (I had to yell, he cant hear otherwise...) and he asked to see some, so I brought a whole stack...and he told me was very good, which made me happy...he asked if I developed them myself, but I told him I had neither the room nor the money for a dark-room...though I would love to have one. ...but yea, he is basically pretty cool.
Good news: I am not as mad as I was last night, still mad, but not so bad...tonight i am very sad...it is for an odd reason, I know whaat it is that is making me sad, but I guess I just don't know why is is actually making me sad...(sorry for the cryptic-ness)...but yea...it is due to a person...but it isn't anything that the person DID...more just the way that they are...if that makes any sense. I don't know. I shall get over it. I always do....but yea, tired of typing...
...I'm going to be a nun...and...I'll probably die cold and alone...
Much Love,
DeAnna
Saying "I love you"
Has nothing to do with meaning it
And I don't trust you
Cause every time you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all...
7.11.2005
Mood of the Moment: angry (and I miss Crystal...)
Music of the Moment: System of a Down - Chop Suey
Yea, not going to blog much tonight, partially because thee is nothing much to blog about, partially because I am completely and utterly mad. I dont get this mad often, and when I do, tis best just not to talk to me for a bit. It kindof sucks, because I can't say, but I will say that my journal-journal has some serious writing coming tonight...
So yea, today i didn't really do much, I went to get a new shirt for work...since I am to be going back soon. Went to get my grandfather some drink and cigarettes...came home and gave a couple of my friends a call, only to realize that they have lives, and therefore were either not home, or had plans...so i sat here, doing pretty much nothing. I went and got my pictures...they are awesome. I heart my camera... have some really nice pictures of my brother and sister, and some of the decorations around Kay and Joe's house(that is where the Gathering is at...the house is awesome)...i got one of a porcelain doll, it was really pretty, and I was quite proud of myself because finally after all of these years I have stopped being creeped-out by that doll...it occasionally gets to me, but I've pretty much come to peace with that doll....
So I was running today, right, (well, it was actually tonight..), and I was actually on my way back home, my house was in site, when BAM!!! I stepped partially in a hole, and twisted the crap out of my ankle. It hurts like all...it really does. The left side of my left foot is all purple and black and swolen...and it hurts to walk at all. My parents wanted me to go to the hospital and have it checked, but I was like..."nah...I'm fine..."...I mean I've hurt my ankle a billion times before, so what if this one hurts more than any of the others....but yea...I am really tired of typing now, and I'm really um...yea...ticked...so I cant exactly focus...
nothing breaks like a broken promise...
Much Love,
~deanna~
I can trust you
as far as I can throw you
And I'm trying to get out of a shadow of doubt
'cause I don't know if I know you...
Music of the Moment: System of a Down - Chop Suey
Yea, not going to blog much tonight, partially because thee is nothing much to blog about, partially because I am completely and utterly mad. I dont get this mad often, and when I do, tis best just not to talk to me for a bit. It kindof sucks, because I can't say, but I will say that my journal-journal has some serious writing coming tonight...
So yea, today i didn't really do much, I went to get a new shirt for work...since I am to be going back soon. Went to get my grandfather some drink and cigarettes...came home and gave a couple of my friends a call, only to realize that they have lives, and therefore were either not home, or had plans...so i sat here, doing pretty much nothing. I went and got my pictures...they are awesome. I heart my camera... have some really nice pictures of my brother and sister, and some of the decorations around Kay and Joe's house(that is where the Gathering is at...the house is awesome)...i got one of a porcelain doll, it was really pretty, and I was quite proud of myself because finally after all of these years I have stopped being creeped-out by that doll...it occasionally gets to me, but I've pretty much come to peace with that doll....
So I was running today, right, (well, it was actually tonight..), and I was actually on my way back home, my house was in site, when BAM!!! I stepped partially in a hole, and twisted the crap out of my ankle. It hurts like all...it really does. The left side of my left foot is all purple and black and swolen...and it hurts to walk at all. My parents wanted me to go to the hospital and have it checked, but I was like..."nah...I'm fine..."...I mean I've hurt my ankle a billion times before, so what if this one hurts more than any of the others....but yea...I am really tired of typing now, and I'm really um...yea...ticked...so I cant exactly focus...
nothing breaks like a broken promise...
Much Love,
~deanna~
I can trust you
as far as I can throw you
And I'm trying to get out of a shadow of doubt
'cause I don't know if I know you...
7.10.2005
Mood of the Moment: I miss Crystal...
Music of the Moment: Jewel - Foolish Games.. (hey emily, wonder if we could swing to that?)
Ok ladies and gents, I went to my little fiesta...I took pictures of everything that my Grandomther asked me to (I am, like, her photographer...) I feel as though I wasted my film on half of them...but oh well. Not important is that...
What I did AFTER leaving the shindig early, however.....now that is important...for you see, I went SWING DANCING...I have always wanted to learn to swing dance...and I new some random stuff, but now I actually can hold my own...granted, in order for a girl to be a good swing dancer, all I have to do is be a good follower...which I am, especially after contra dancing...I did however notice some very distinct differences between contra dancing, and swing dancing nights. First of all, is the obvious...different dance styles completely. Another is that it is much more formal, and if you want to bring a date and hog them for every single dance, you can. There are no girls asking guys to dance (not that I ever really did much of that anyway). It was so fun!! and I got asked by several REALLY good swing dancers, and because I am a pretty good follower, I ended up doing a ton of things that I had no Idea I could do!! I did stuff that I could not for the life of me tell you how to do right now. I loved it. Of course, as always, there were a couple of bad partners, like the one that did hardly anything but the basic step and spin back and fourth ocasionally....I was like, geez, you are boring!! And then there was the Oriental guy...oh my gosh...I went with Ron and Emily...and they danced together on the dance that I danced with the oriental guy....ok, just to give an Idea of how bad it was, Ron and Emily COULD NOT continue dancing....because they were laughing so hard at me...they stopped and gleefuly observed my misery, and i could see them, and so I was laughing...which made it worse. He didn't even swing, he didn't waltz, he sort of took the two and smooshed them together to create a "swiltz"...also called "uncoordinated scrambling about of the arms and feet, with an occasional twirl, but mostly grabing me and squeezing me to him like we were about to die..." OH MY COW it was horrible. The bad thing is that he is a contra dancer, which means that I will see him again...grr..not looking forward to that. AT ALL... ah well....anyway, so yea, Ron and I danced together a lot, simply because I would be standing there and Emily would be snatched away by someone as soon as a song ended, and Ron was too pansy to ask someone else for a while, so he took sympathy and asked me...and it was really cool, because we would randomly do things and it would somehow work out, and we would both get incredibly happy if we could successfully complete certain moves, even if they seemed basic to some....for us, they were accomplishments!! (Haha, love ya Ron, and, uhh, I was just kidding about the pansy thing...hehe!)
Yea, but afterwards we went to IHOP, and ate in a somewhat od fashion. We ended up sitting there for like an hour before ordering anything other than an appetizer sampler and drinks...haha...we just talked, it was so fun. Emily and I got to gossip and talk about how stupid the opposite sex is, and occasionally we would look at Ron and ask "why are guys so stupid?" or "why do you guys do that?"...but we never really got our answers, because I think poor Ron just sort of shuts-down at around midnight, and at this point in time, it was creeping up on 1AM...hehe...but yea, I got my whipped-cream (which is the main reason I went to IHOP...)...and then we paid and left...and came home, rockin'-out to Queen on the way...and we decided that we need to have a Queen-Swing party, simply because we have found several Queen songs that can be Swing-danced to...in all actuality, we found a lot of songs in general that you can swing-dance to, because every single song we heard, I was like "Hey Emily, you think we can swing dance to this song"...and she would be like "uhhh, sure..." hehe... But alas, I am tired, believe it or not, and I think I am going to go to bed...until next time...
Much Love,
~DeAnna~
"I hope to God
I mean a little more
then a symphony of heavy breathing
in the friction of hips..."
Music of the Moment: Jewel - Foolish Games.. (hey emily, wonder if we could swing to that?)
Ok ladies and gents, I went to my little fiesta...I took pictures of everything that my Grandomther asked me to (I am, like, her photographer...) I feel as though I wasted my film on half of them...but oh well. Not important is that...
What I did AFTER leaving the shindig early, however.....now that is important...for you see, I went SWING DANCING...I have always wanted to learn to swing dance...and I new some random stuff, but now I actually can hold my own...granted, in order for a girl to be a good swing dancer, all I have to do is be a good follower...which I am, especially after contra dancing...I did however notice some very distinct differences between contra dancing, and swing dancing nights. First of all, is the obvious...different dance styles completely. Another is that it is much more formal, and if you want to bring a date and hog them for every single dance, you can. There are no girls asking guys to dance (not that I ever really did much of that anyway). It was so fun!! and I got asked by several REALLY good swing dancers, and because I am a pretty good follower, I ended up doing a ton of things that I had no Idea I could do!! I did stuff that I could not for the life of me tell you how to do right now. I loved it. Of course, as always, there were a couple of bad partners, like the one that did hardly anything but the basic step and spin back and fourth ocasionally....I was like, geez, you are boring!! And then there was the Oriental guy...oh my gosh...I went with Ron and Emily...and they danced together on the dance that I danced with the oriental guy....ok, just to give an Idea of how bad it was, Ron and Emily COULD NOT continue dancing....because they were laughing so hard at me...they stopped and gleefuly observed my misery, and i could see them, and so I was laughing...which made it worse. He didn't even swing, he didn't waltz, he sort of took the two and smooshed them together to create a "swiltz"...also called "uncoordinated scrambling about of the arms and feet, with an occasional twirl, but mostly grabing me and squeezing me to him like we were about to die..." OH MY COW it was horrible. The bad thing is that he is a contra dancer, which means that I will see him again...grr..not looking forward to that. AT ALL... ah well....anyway, so yea, Ron and I danced together a lot, simply because I would be standing there and Emily would be snatched away by someone as soon as a song ended, and Ron was too pansy to ask someone else for a while, so he took sympathy and asked me...and it was really cool, because we would randomly do things and it would somehow work out, and we would both get incredibly happy if we could successfully complete certain moves, even if they seemed basic to some....for us, they were accomplishments!! (Haha, love ya Ron, and, uhh, I was just kidding about the pansy thing...hehe!)
Yea, but afterwards we went to IHOP, and ate in a somewhat od fashion. We ended up sitting there for like an hour before ordering anything other than an appetizer sampler and drinks...haha...we just talked, it was so fun. Emily and I got to gossip and talk about how stupid the opposite sex is, and occasionally we would look at Ron and ask "why are guys so stupid?" or "why do you guys do that?"...but we never really got our answers, because I think poor Ron just sort of shuts-down at around midnight, and at this point in time, it was creeping up on 1AM...hehe...but yea, I got my whipped-cream (which is the main reason I went to IHOP...)...and then we paid and left...and came home, rockin'-out to Queen on the way...and we decided that we need to have a Queen-Swing party, simply because we have found several Queen songs that can be Swing-danced to...in all actuality, we found a lot of songs in general that you can swing-dance to, because every single song we heard, I was like "Hey Emily, you think we can swing dance to this song"...and she would be like "uhhh, sure..." hehe... But alas, I am tired, believe it or not, and I think I am going to go to bed...until next time...
Much Love,
~DeAnna~
"I hope to God
I mean a little more
then a symphony of heavy breathing
in the friction of hips..."
7.09.2005
Mood of the Moment: I miss Crystal...
Music of the Moment: DHT - Listen to Your Heart (this song is addicting...)
So today is the day. The Gathering is today. Oh yes, none of you blog readers would truly know what the gathering is. Most of you will probrobly never experience it. Those of you that are close to me, I fear that you may someday. For that I appologize. My family tends to suck people in and take them as their own. But, alas, the gathering is an inevitable event in my family, and the friends of the family. It has become nearly ritualistic. For most, it starts around oh, say, 3 or 4. By most, I mean to say those that were not blessed with the gift of good cooking. I unfortunately am not one of those people, and I have made the mistake of making things for people before, only to have them say "you must make that for the Fourth"...."the fourth...that is what most call it. For you see the Gathering always occurs the Saturday directly after the Fourth of July. It is not truly a celebration of the Fourth. It is simply an excuse. I know what most of you are thinking..."ok, it is a get together of family and some friends...."you are correct, but what you fail to realize is the sheer capacity of my family. I am related to half of North Carolina. I have very rich and quite powerful relatives, the only thing is that I only see them once a year...at the Gathering. I forget people's names. I ask people "are we related, or are you a friend?" There is usually not a great deal of segregation between classes, which is one of this event's pros. There are, however, segregations between ages and types. As I child I loved it, because I was surrounded by at least 20 kids around my age, and we all played together. Now, however, I have gotten older. and I am one of the Kellys, instead of just being one of the children. This would not be so bad, except for the fact that my family takes it's already oversized gossip-mill into overdrive during this event. It is what is talked about for months, secrets are spilled...rumors started...lies...stretches of truths...or even the spreading of truths that are really nobody's bloody business. My grandmother, however, is a "godfather" of sorts in this rumor mill. Everyone knows this. She leaves the Gathering every year with a million new facts, fictions, and everything in between. I mean, you people really dont understand the utter quantity of people that are there. There are acres upon acres of land, and yet it is still neigh impossible to go somewhere where you are not in close proximity to someone. There is enough food to feed an army...we are an army. There is not one person bringing this dish, one person bringing that....there is everyone who knows how to cook anything brings at least one of everything they know how to cook, and still we will run out of most things. We eat in waves, if we all waited in line, it may stretch to the other side of the county...there is never near enough room in the house, or ath the tables and chairs outside, so the elderly (oh, and there are a LOT) get the chairs...the children usually get to eat inside, and everyone else finds a nice rock, stump, or dry patch to sit on. *sigh*...oh well, I am afraid I must go now...I have....more cooking to do.
There is a light at the end of my tunnel though...I get to skip out on the late night dullness of the Gathering...because I get to go CONTRA-DANCING tonight!!! hehe, well, 'till later...
Much Love,
~DeAnna~
It seems
Worth the wait
To see your smile again...
Music of the Moment: DHT - Listen to Your Heart (this song is addicting...)
So today is the day. The Gathering is today. Oh yes, none of you blog readers would truly know what the gathering is. Most of you will probrobly never experience it. Those of you that are close to me, I fear that you may someday. For that I appologize. My family tends to suck people in and take them as their own. But, alas, the gathering is an inevitable event in my family, and the friends of the family. It has become nearly ritualistic. For most, it starts around oh, say, 3 or 4. By most, I mean to say those that were not blessed with the gift of good cooking. I unfortunately am not one of those people, and I have made the mistake of making things for people before, only to have them say "you must make that for the Fourth"...."the fourth...that is what most call it. For you see the Gathering always occurs the Saturday directly after the Fourth of July. It is not truly a celebration of the Fourth. It is simply an excuse. I know what most of you are thinking..."ok, it is a get together of family and some friends...."you are correct, but what you fail to realize is the sheer capacity of my family. I am related to half of North Carolina. I have very rich and quite powerful relatives, the only thing is that I only see them once a year...at the Gathering. I forget people's names. I ask people "are we related, or are you a friend?" There is usually not a great deal of segregation between classes, which is one of this event's pros. There are, however, segregations between ages and types. As I child I loved it, because I was surrounded by at least 20 kids around my age, and we all played together. Now, however, I have gotten older. and I am one of the Kellys, instead of just being one of the children. This would not be so bad, except for the fact that my family takes it's already oversized gossip-mill into overdrive during this event. It is what is talked about for months, secrets are spilled...rumors started...lies...stretches of truths...or even the spreading of truths that are really nobody's bloody business. My grandmother, however, is a "godfather" of sorts in this rumor mill. Everyone knows this. She leaves the Gathering every year with a million new facts, fictions, and everything in between. I mean, you people really dont understand the utter quantity of people that are there. There are acres upon acres of land, and yet it is still neigh impossible to go somewhere where you are not in close proximity to someone. There is enough food to feed an army...we are an army. There is not one person bringing this dish, one person bringing that....there is everyone who knows how to cook anything brings at least one of everything they know how to cook, and still we will run out of most things. We eat in waves, if we all waited in line, it may stretch to the other side of the county...there is never near enough room in the house, or ath the tables and chairs outside, so the elderly (oh, and there are a LOT) get the chairs...the children usually get to eat inside, and everyone else finds a nice rock, stump, or dry patch to sit on. *sigh*...oh well, I am afraid I must go now...I have....more cooking to do.
There is a light at the end of my tunnel though...I get to skip out on the late night dullness of the Gathering...because I get to go CONTRA-DANCING tonight!!! hehe, well, 'till later...
Much Love,
~DeAnna~
It seems
Worth the wait
To see your smile again...
Mood of the Moment: I want to take a shower...
Music of the moment: DHT - Listen to your heart
I detest that store...that bloody store...the one I swore off years ago. I dont actually believe that I have been there but once since middle school...well, twice now. And I realize that both times I have gone to get someone else something...I have but one thing from that store, it is a shirt, a purple one....and I think I gave it away, I'm not sure, because I never wear it... But alas....it just so happens that I go in there now, today....and get asked for my number ...BY AN EMPLOYEE!!! IN ABERCROMBIE!!! Oh my cow, I wanted to die. He asked me if the guy i was with was my boyfriend, and I wanted to be like "yes, so you can go away now!!! bye!!!"....but I couldn't, I doubt Brian would have appreciated it very much...so I dealt with it....and prayed that he would come out of the dressing room quickly....but yea...oh well. We escaped from that bloody store fairly unscathed....so it is all good...
Anyway, afterwards I went to the food court, where Brian actually ate (much to his dismay...), but seeing him eat always makes me happy. I really can't say why. I think it is just one of those things that goes back to when we first met...But yea, I got a picture of him, and an accidental picture of a corner of his room. grrr....oh well...soon I shall have them developed....and soon they shall be on my photobucket thing....and then I shall post them here!!! mwahaha!!! (just kidding...)
*side note : You know that you are overly sensitive when You are listening to an mp3 player with a set of earbuds, and the vibrations from a base tone make you laugh...I mean c'mon! Nobody should have ears like mine...*
So yea, the only other thing I have really done today is talk on the phone , mostly with Dustin....heh, we shall not go into that conversation....but...as the great Captain Jack Sparrow once said : "I'm in the market, as it were..."...not that I wasn't kind of already, just for certain now...so yea...it makes me feel much better. *sigh...*
Yea...heh...I am not very focused tonight, and for that I appologize. I am currently distracted...dang it! Haha...Crystal, make it go away!!! Hehe, I actually address her because I know that the instant I post this she will read it!! Hehe...Love you Crystal...
Alas, I am tired of typing, and I really have nothing of value to type about...so I shall go now...
Much Love to All,
~DeAnna~
Walk away, watch me as I wave
One foot here, but sure the other's in the grave
Walk away, walk away
I've heard all your sad songs I can hear
It's in with the whiskey and out with the gin
I've heard all your sad songs I can hear
It's another day older
In These Exiled Years
Music of the moment: DHT - Listen to your heart
I detest that store...that bloody store...the one I swore off years ago. I dont actually believe that I have been there but once since middle school...well, twice now. And I realize that both times I have gone to get someone else something...I have but one thing from that store, it is a shirt, a purple one....and I think I gave it away, I'm not sure, because I never wear it... But alas....it just so happens that I go in there now, today....and get asked for my number ...BY AN EMPLOYEE!!! IN ABERCROMBIE!!! Oh my cow, I wanted to die. He asked me if the guy i was with was my boyfriend, and I wanted to be like "yes, so you can go away now!!! bye!!!"....but I couldn't, I doubt Brian would have appreciated it very much...so I dealt with it....and prayed that he would come out of the dressing room quickly....but yea...oh well. We escaped from that bloody store fairly unscathed....so it is all good...
Anyway, afterwards I went to the food court, where Brian actually ate (much to his dismay...), but seeing him eat always makes me happy. I really can't say why. I think it is just one of those things that goes back to when we first met...But yea, I got a picture of him, and an accidental picture of a corner of his room. grrr....oh well...soon I shall have them developed....and soon they shall be on my photobucket thing....and then I shall post them here!!! mwahaha!!! (just kidding...)
*side note : You know that you are overly sensitive when You are listening to an mp3 player with a set of earbuds, and the vibrations from a base tone make you laugh...I mean c'mon! Nobody should have ears like mine...*
So yea, the only other thing I have really done today is talk on the phone , mostly with Dustin....heh, we shall not go into that conversation....but...as the great Captain Jack Sparrow once said : "I'm in the market, as it were..."...not that I wasn't kind of already, just for certain now...so yea...it makes me feel much better. *sigh...*
Yea...heh...I am not very focused tonight, and for that I appologize. I am currently distracted...dang it! Haha...Crystal, make it go away!!! Hehe, I actually address her because I know that the instant I post this she will read it!! Hehe...Love you Crystal...
Alas, I am tired of typing, and I really have nothing of value to type about...so I shall go now...
Much Love to All,
~DeAnna~
Walk away, watch me as I wave
One foot here, but sure the other's in the grave
Walk away, walk away
I've heard all your sad songs I can hear
It's in with the whiskey and out with the gin
I've heard all your sad songs I can hear
It's another day older
In These Exiled Years
7.08.2005
Mood of the Moment: actually, I'm kind of tired, I dont know why, it is still early...for me...
Music of the Moment: Prince - When Doves Cry
I saw Batman Begins tonight, it was very good...and call me crazy....but the Scarecrow....is hott...*smiles*...I always liked the scarecrow, thought he was a cool bad guy...but oh well, he didn't even get a really big part in this one, but at least he is in a MOVIE about batman...
*sidenote....some quotes from current conversations:
CertainxDisaster: i dont think you should become a nun
~
emonee87: have you found any other guys to go dancing?
AlwAysDreAmA: no
emonee87: we must work harder
emonee87: maybe thursday or friday we can go get coffee and then porch it
~
ME : I'm currently busy
James : ah yes...with me...your favorite person in the whole world, oh i know your still speechless, well lemme tell you somthing...you need to get over me babe...its just a phase, every girl likes me at least once, i mean they cant help themselves. HECK! somtimes i cant helpy MYself!...
~
bohemiandream71: i hate it..i'm angry just thinking about it...why us deanna?
AlwAysDreAmA: IDK
bohemiandream71: Sniff...lets hug
bohemiandream71: ::opens arms wide::
AlwAysDreAmA: *hug*
AlwAysDreAmA: *sniffle* I love you noelle
bohemiandream71: i love u too deanna
bohemiandream71: Sniff...ur a good friend...u understand
~
ron19872005: I'm bored, and have no life at the moment, so what else would I do, plus the weather didn't help.
AlwAysDreAmA: oh, so it is good to know that I am a last resort!!!
ron19872005: No
AlwAysDreAmA: uhh huh
ron19872005: But you are a resort for helping to stop boredum.
ron19872005: But you are not the last resort, that would just be insulting...*
ok, let's see, what else did I do today...Ahhh, yes, I went and chilled with Kody for a while. He is like My 3rd favorite male in the world. Next to my Brother and my Paw-Paw...I went to Phys. Therapy...ouch....ouch...OUCH!!!! Yea, I dont like physical therapy, but I shall endure it....in all actuality, I do more than I am supposed to, in hopes that it shall help more...it may not hurt as bad if I only do something 20 times instead of doing it almost 4o...hmmm....haha, oh well....I shall be STRONGER!!! Mwahaha!!!...yea...
Oh, and let me tell you of the wonderful storm that we had today!!! So lovely, I danced about outside for a while before I went to the movies, it was lovely. I'm sure I looked really lovely when Dustin saw me too, but that is ok...hehe. But, yea, I am going back to work next week...how exciting!!!....but alas, I am tired of typing on here, so I am going to go now....
Much Love,
~DeAnna~
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
Music of the Moment: Prince - When Doves Cry
I saw Batman Begins tonight, it was very good...and call me crazy....but the Scarecrow....is hott...*smiles*...I always liked the scarecrow, thought he was a cool bad guy...but oh well, he didn't even get a really big part in this one, but at least he is in a MOVIE about batman...
*sidenote....some quotes from current conversations:
CertainxDisaster: i dont think you should become a nun
~
emonee87: have you found any other guys to go dancing?
AlwAysDreAmA: no
emonee87: we must work harder
emonee87: maybe thursday or friday we can go get coffee and then porch it
~
ME : I'm currently busy
James : ah yes...with me...your favorite person in the whole world, oh i know your still speechless, well lemme tell you somthing...you need to get over me babe...its just a phase, every girl likes me at least once, i mean they cant help themselves. HECK! somtimes i cant helpy MYself!...
~
bohemiandream71: i hate it..i'm angry just thinking about it...why us deanna?
AlwAysDreAmA: IDK
bohemiandream71: Sniff...lets hug
bohemiandream71: ::opens arms wide::
AlwAysDreAmA: *hug*
AlwAysDreAmA: *sniffle* I love you noelle
bohemiandream71: i love u too deanna
bohemiandream71: Sniff...ur a good friend...u understand
~
ron19872005: I'm bored, and have no life at the moment, so what else would I do, plus the weather didn't help.
AlwAysDreAmA: oh, so it is good to know that I am a last resort!!!
ron19872005: No
AlwAysDreAmA: uhh huh
ron19872005: But you are a resort for helping to stop boredum.
ron19872005: But you are not the last resort, that would just be insulting...*
ok, let's see, what else did I do today...Ahhh, yes, I went and chilled with Kody for a while. He is like My 3rd favorite male in the world. Next to my Brother and my Paw-Paw...I went to Phys. Therapy...ouch....ouch...OUCH!!!! Yea, I dont like physical therapy, but I shall endure it....in all actuality, I do more than I am supposed to, in hopes that it shall help more...it may not hurt as bad if I only do something 20 times instead of doing it almost 4o...hmmm....haha, oh well....I shall be STRONGER!!! Mwahaha!!!...yea...
Oh, and let me tell you of the wonderful storm that we had today!!! So lovely, I danced about outside for a while before I went to the movies, it was lovely. I'm sure I looked really lovely when Dustin saw me too, but that is ok...hehe. But, yea, I am going back to work next week...how exciting!!!....but alas, I am tired of typing on here, so I am going to go now....
Much Love,
~DeAnna~
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
7.07.2005
Mood of the Moment: Damp...and I small like smoke...
Music of the Moment: None, kind of in a hurry...
Hola everyone. I am about to go see Batman, and Dustin. I am really not sure which one I am happier about seeing...but oh well....didn't do much but phys. therapy today, and babysat beloved Kody...and danced in the rain...took some pictures....you know, the usual...anyway, I'll be on later tonight, and feel free to call my house until like midnight if you want....
Much Love,
DeAnna
I don't do drugs,
I am drugs
_Salvador Dali
Music of the Moment: None, kind of in a hurry...
Hola everyone. I am about to go see Batman, and Dustin. I am really not sure which one I am happier about seeing...but oh well....didn't do much but phys. therapy today, and babysat beloved Kody...and danced in the rain...took some pictures....you know, the usual...anyway, I'll be on later tonight, and feel free to call my house until like midnight if you want....
Much Love,
DeAnna
I don't do drugs,
I am drugs
_Salvador Dali
7.06.2005
Mood of the Moment: Bored
Music of the Moment: Gary Jule - Mad World
Not much to report, I am bored, so I took an uber long survey, fugured I'd post it here since It wasn't too revealing..
Much Love,
~DeAnna~
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Music of the Moment: Gary Jule - Mad World
Not much to report, I am bored, so I took an uber long survey, fugured I'd post it here since It wasn't too revealing..
Much Love,
~DeAnna~
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| The Basic Stuff | |
| Name? | DeAnna |
| Age? | 18 |
| Height? | 5'5"ish |
| Weight? | heh |
| Birthday? | 6-15 |
| Birthplace? | here |
| Current Location? | here |
| School/Grade? | freshman in college |
| Zodiac Sign? | Gemini |
| Chinese Zodiac Sign? | hare/rabbit |
| Righty or Lefty? | both |
| Haircolor? | brunette, I guess |
| Eyecolor? | hazel |
| Skin Color? | PASTY |
| About You | |
| What's Your Family Situation (Parents, Siblings, etc)? | mom, dad, Brother, sister |
| Any Pets? | yep |
| If So What Are They? | 1 turtle, 2 dogs... |
| Favorite Relative? | Paw-Paw |
| Least Favorite Relative? | Jonathan |
| What's Your Heritage/Race? | Scots-Irish |
| Political Affilation? | politics...I hate 'em |
| Love & Sex | |
| Sexuality? | I'm a girl, that likes guys |
| Are You In A Relationship Now? | in a way |
| If So, With Whom? | Dustin |
| For How Long? | just like 3 weeks |
| Are You In Love? | no |
| Do You Have A Crush On Anyone? | yea |
| Ever Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex? | no |
| How Old Were You When You Had Your First Kiss? | 9 |
| Virgin? | yea |
| If Not, How Old Were You When You Had Sex For The First Time? | um, I said no |
| Was It Enjoyable? | ------- |
| What's The Farthest You've Ever Gone? | not very far |
| Where Do You Most Like To Be Kissed? | um, on the mouth |
| Best Love Quote? | love bites |
| Your Friends | |
| Best? | I dont really have a best friend... |
| How Many Do You Have? | not many |
| More Guys Or Girls? | 'bout the same |
| Love Them All? | yes, even when they ere annoying |
| Any You Wish You Were Closer To? | ohh yes |
| Oldest? | hmmm, 84 I think...Mr. Kuenser |
| Newest? | um, carrie (as of 5 min. ago) |
| Pen Pal? | several, mostly Brian |
| Friends And Words: Associate Them | |
| Pen | Shelly |
| Flower | Jennifer |
| Pink | Noelle |
| Window | Peace |
| Heart | Brian |
| Mother | Sydney |
| Bread | haha, Brian B. |
| Insane | Peace |
| Sunglasses | Dustin |
| Pimp | Jeffs |
| Cross | Crystal |
| Lonely | Jason |
| Car | Ron |
| Music | Danny |
| This Or That | |
| Boxers or Briefs? | boxers |
| Thongs or G-Strings? | um...neither |
| Shorts or Pants? | pants |
| Shoes or Barefeet? | BAREFEET |
| Books or Movies? | movies |
| Night or Day? | night |
| Dark or Light? | dark |
| Mountains or Beach? | hmmm...plateau |
| Snow or Sun? | snow |
| Pepsi or Coke? | coke |
| Guys or Girls? | guys |
| Swim or Surf? | swim |
| For or Against | |
| Gay Marriage? | I'm not marrying a girl, you can do whatever you want |
| Abortion? | shouldn't exist |
| Bush Getting Re-elected? | ahhh! politics!!! |
| Suicide? | it's really hard to do, I know this...and it is really quite selfish, and you go to hell... |
| War? | I hate war, I miss Brian |
| Pants? | pants are nice... |
| Clothes In General? | clothes can be cool, very decorative |
| Penises? | um, useful, I suppose... |
| Favorites | |
| Color? | black/purple |
| Number? | 16 |
| Holiday? | St. Patrick's Day |
| Season? | Winter |
| Movie? | hmm...too many to name |
| Book? | LotR, Dracula |
| Magazine? | I look at the pictures |
| Food? | I like chicken, and salad |
| Drink? | tea |
| TV Show? | dont really have one, I used to watch Buffy |
| Song? | Anna Nalick - Breathe (2AM) |
| Band? | Fluffy Road-Kill |
| Computer Game? | dont really play them |
| Video Game? | DDR |
| Anime/Manga? | Sailor Moon (I know, I am wierd, but hey, I like Darien, ok!?) I like pretty much any anime though |
| Shirt? | Edward Scissorhands shirt, closely followed by the "'Tis herself" shirt |
| Pants? | the puke colored ones that are too big for me |
| Actor? | prob. Johnny Depp |
| Actress? | Angelina Jolie |
| Singer? | Sarah Mclachlan |
| Flower? | Rose |
| Scent? | a certain male's scent |
| Animal? | turtle |
| Cookie? | oreo |
| The Future | |
| Want To Go To College? | yep |
| What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up? | a theatre teacher |
| Want To Get Married? | if i find the right guy |
| Want To Have Kids? | if I get married |
| What Would Their Names Be? | boy : Ezekial Rayne, Girl : hmm, I have several, I'd ask the dad for help on that one... |
| How Many? | 3 sounds good i guess |
| Where Do You Want To Live? | haha, in a hill... |
| Where Do You Want To Get Married? | honestly, I dont care, mountains sounds cool |
| How Do You Want To Die? | for a cause |
| More Stuff About You | |
| Piercings? | 2 in each ear |
| Tattoos? | none |
| Smoke? | not anymore |
| Drink? | no |
| Do Drugs? | no |
| Skinny Dip? | haha, not yet |
| Greatest Fear? | dieing alone |
| Chocolate or Vanilla? | swirl |
| Go To Church? | um, I'm currently in the market for one of those |
| Religion? | I am a christian |
| Scars? | yes, physical ones I'm proud of, but I wish some of the other ones would go away... |
| CDs Owned? | a lot |
| Collections? | letters, seashells, pins, buttons, etc |
| Like To Be Naked? | not really |
| Ever Eaten Sushi? | ick! |
| An Entire Case Of Oreos? | no |
| Been On Stage? | Often! |
| Danced In The Rain? | often |
| Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex? | on the cheek |
| Weirdest Dream? | I was a man, and I still liked men, and people threw rocks at me.. |
| Best Dream? | I got married to... |
| Saddest Dream? | I died, and I looked at my funeral from above, and nobody was there |
| Dream You Most Wish Would Come True? | the best one |
| Think You're Attractive? | no way |
| Shoplifted? | when I was a kid |
| Been Caught "Doing Something"? | um, been cought with evidence of it... |
| Weirdest Makeout Place? | no really wierd places for me... |
| Like Thunderstorms? | love them |
| Favorite Shoes? | my like $8 prom/everyday walmart shoes... |
| Favorite Quote? | dont really have a favorite...but the one that pops into my head is "everybody dies alone..." |
| Best Advice Given? | "dude, it's high school..." |
| Worst Advice Given? | "just tell her how you feel..." |
| Favorite Song Lyric? | Anna nalick- Breathe |
| What Quote Says Most About Your Life? | incubus - pardon me |
| Glad This Is Over? | yea |
