12.30.2005
"God don't like ugly..."
this is a saying that some of my friends say occasionally, just joking of course, but in all honesty it could about explain the way certain parts of my life have been going lately...
I mean-
-My purse, along with everything in it is now in someone elses possession
-I may be a victim of identity theft
-the little bit of money that I had saved up, just so happens to be in my purse...
-I have 3 cars that don't run
-I share a room with my 9 year old sister, in a house that has no heat, has duct tape holding things together, and should probrobly be condemned...
-by the end of next month, we may be evicted from that house
-I work all the time, and I'm still broke
-I don't think I make my boyfriend happy, he seems to have a better time with his friends when I'm not there-I always ruin people's days/nights...-I know that he'll someday see how good he is, and realize how much better he can do...
-it seems that everything I try to do fails, and I am good at nothing
-in a world where all that one can hope for is to eventually become a fond memory to the world, I know I wont be remembered at all...
and to all these things/thoughts all I can say is God give me strength, because I seriously need it...
Sorry for the rant,
Much Love,
DeAnna
this is a saying that some of my friends say occasionally, just joking of course, but in all honesty it could about explain the way certain parts of my life have been going lately...
I mean-
-My purse, along with everything in it is now in someone elses possession
-I may be a victim of identity theft
-the little bit of money that I had saved up, just so happens to be in my purse...
-I have 3 cars that don't run
-I share a room with my 9 year old sister, in a house that has no heat, has duct tape holding things together, and should probrobly be condemned...
-by the end of next month, we may be evicted from that house
-I work all the time, and I'm still broke
-I don't think I make my boyfriend happy, he seems to have a better time with his friends when I'm not there-I always ruin people's days/nights...-I know that he'll someday see how good he is, and realize how much better he can do...
-it seems that everything I try to do fails, and I am good at nothing
-in a world where all that one can hope for is to eventually become a fond memory to the world, I know I wont be remembered at all...
and to all these things/thoughts all I can say is God give me strength, because I seriously need it...
Sorry for the rant,
Much Love,
DeAnna
12.19.2005
Mood of the Moment: slightly less stressed...
Music of the Moment: none, I'm at school
Ladies and Gentlemen, I am officially done with school this semester. Did I pass all of my classes?...I dont know...but...I'm done, and that is the important thing to me. I re-typed my paper, ad made it better, mwahaha. but yea, I am just sort of chillin' here at the schoo waiting on my ride to get here to gt me...I want a car...everyone who knows me just needs to pull together and write me a check for like $1500 so tat I can get my car fixed...that's what I want for Christmas. Grrr... bt yea, I am going to go check for like the 50th time to see if my ride is here yet...
'til later
Much Love,
DeAnna
Music of the Moment: none, I'm at school
Ladies and Gentlemen, I am officially done with school this semester. Did I pass all of my classes?...I dont know...but...I'm done, and that is the important thing to me. I re-typed my paper, ad made it better, mwahaha. but yea, I am just sort of chillin' here at the schoo waiting on my ride to get here to gt me...I want a car...everyone who knows me just needs to pull together and write me a check for like $1500 so tat I can get my car fixed...that's what I want for Christmas. Grrr... bt yea, I am going to go check for like the 50th time to see if my ride is here yet...
'til later
Much Love,
DeAnna
12.13.2005
Mood of the Moment: tired, and I miss Steve...
Music of the Moment: Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc.
No, ladies and Gentlemen, I am not dead...unfortunately. Instead I have been running around like crazy. The good news is that I have no more classes this semester....the bad news is that I now have exams...more good news is that I am exempt from two of them...more bad news is that I have a 5-10 page paper that I typed last night, then my pc rebelled and blasted it into oblivion, and I have to re-do it by monday...and with that I'm tired of giving news...
Have I mentioned I hate the Christmas season....
It's not necessarily Christmas...just the season that surrounds it....a collage of chaos masquerading as holiday cheer...it's all a facade...but I gues it isn't as bad as Valentines day...*shudders*....ewww....valentines day...detestable thing that it is...grrr....oh well, I guess you can just call me scroodge....
Til later...
Me
Music of the Moment: Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc.
No, ladies and Gentlemen, I am not dead...unfortunately. Instead I have been running around like crazy. The good news is that I have no more classes this semester....the bad news is that I now have exams...more good news is that I am exempt from two of them...more bad news is that I have a 5-10 page paper that I typed last night, then my pc rebelled and blasted it into oblivion, and I have to re-do it by monday...and with that I'm tired of giving news...
Have I mentioned I hate the Christmas season....
It's not necessarily Christmas...just the season that surrounds it....a collage of chaos masquerading as holiday cheer...it's all a facade...but I gues it isn't as bad as Valentines day...*shudders*....ewww....valentines day...detestable thing that it is...grrr....oh well, I guess you can just call me scroodge....
Til later...
Me
