12.30.2005
"God don't like ugly..."
this is a saying that some of my friends say occasionally, just joking of course, but in all honesty it could about explain the way certain parts of my life have been going lately...
I mean-
-My purse, along with everything in it is now in someone elses possession
-I may be a victim of identity theft
-the little bit of money that I had saved up, just so happens to be in my purse...
-I have 3 cars that don't run
-I share a room with my 9 year old sister, in a house that has no heat, has duct tape holding things together, and should probrobly be condemned...
-by the end of next month, we may be evicted from that house
-I work all the time, and I'm still broke
-I don't think I make my boyfriend happy, he seems to have a better time with his friends when I'm not there-I always ruin people's days/nights...-I know that he'll someday see how good he is, and realize how much better he can do...
-it seems that everything I try to do fails, and I am good at nothing
-in a world where all that one can hope for is to eventually become a fond memory to the world, I know I wont be remembered at all...
and to all these things/thoughts all I can say is God give me strength, because I seriously need it...
Sorry for the rant,
Much Love,
DeAnna
this is a saying that some of my friends say occasionally, just joking of course, but in all honesty it could about explain the way certain parts of my life have been going lately...
I mean-
-My purse, along with everything in it is now in someone elses possession
-I may be a victim of identity theft
-the little bit of money that I had saved up, just so happens to be in my purse...
-I have 3 cars that don't run
-I share a room with my 9 year old sister, in a house that has no heat, has duct tape holding things together, and should probrobly be condemned...
-by the end of next month, we may be evicted from that house
-I work all the time, and I'm still broke
-I don't think I make my boyfriend happy, he seems to have a better time with his friends when I'm not there-I always ruin people's days/nights...-I know that he'll someday see how good he is, and realize how much better he can do...
-it seems that everything I try to do fails, and I am good at nothing
-in a world where all that one can hope for is to eventually become a fond memory to the world, I know I wont be remembered at all...
and to all these things/thoughts all I can say is God give me strength, because I seriously need it...
Sorry for the rant,
Much Love,
DeAnna
# posted by DeAnna : 3:38 PM
