11.08.2007
Mood of the Moment: thoughtful
Music of the Moment: All the Same - Sick Puppies
"People know the truth. They may not like it or want to know it, but they always know. Lie and you'll lose her."
I think he's finally got it. I think he's finally figured out that being a man, especially a man in love, isn't about what you can get away with, it's about having the will to do what you say and the spine to face the consequences when you dont. I think he finally realized exactly how powerful a punch it was for me to find out about the things he hid from me about Sarah. More importantly, I think he's figured out that what he did isn't wrong because I found out about it...it was just wrong period...and that that fact goes for everything. The ability to hide elude the consequences of any wrongdoing does not make it right, but in fact it makes it very much worse. I think he finally gets it. As far as I can tell it has been quite a while since he's kept anything from me. I've checked on a lot of things...checked his computer, verified his stories with other people, etc. He has not hidden so much as a single cigarette from me and I know that for a fact...I believe he's been coming to bed when he said he would, and not looking at anything on the computer he shouldn't be...
Hell, when we had an argument a while back, he stormed out and Justin chased him....and when he came back I thought he'd still be riled up but he just ran up and hugged me and appologized...when I asked him later what him and Justin had talked about he told me that he was sorry but that basically they had walked around the block and bitched about women...which I doubt he ever would have told me before...
ah well...I'm going to quit rambling now...
I just figured I'd share....
<3
D
Music of the Moment: All the Same - Sick Puppies
"People know the truth. They may not like it or want to know it, but they always know. Lie and you'll lose her."
I think he's finally got it. I think he's finally figured out that being a man, especially a man in love, isn't about what you can get away with, it's about having the will to do what you say and the spine to face the consequences when you dont. I think he finally realized exactly how powerful a punch it was for me to find out about the things he hid from me about Sarah. More importantly, I think he's figured out that what he did isn't wrong because I found out about it...it was just wrong period...and that that fact goes for everything. The ability to hide elude the consequences of any wrongdoing does not make it right, but in fact it makes it very much worse. I think he finally gets it. As far as I can tell it has been quite a while since he's kept anything from me. I've checked on a lot of things...checked his computer, verified his stories with other people, etc. He has not hidden so much as a single cigarette from me and I know that for a fact...I believe he's been coming to bed when he said he would, and not looking at anything on the computer he shouldn't be...
Hell, when we had an argument a while back, he stormed out and Justin chased him....and when he came back I thought he'd still be riled up but he just ran up and hugged me and appologized...when I asked him later what him and Justin had talked about he told me that he was sorry but that basically they had walked around the block and bitched about women...which I doubt he ever would have told me before...
ah well...I'm going to quit rambling now...
I just figured I'd share....
<3
D
# posted by DeAnna : 1:23 AM
