9.06.2007
Mood of the Moment: Generally Odd
Music of the Moment: Anberlin - Dismantle. Repair.
I think somewhere along the way I lost my ability to blog. I don't mean that I lost the ability to type, or even that I ran out of things to blog about. In fact, it's pretty much the opposite. Somewhere along the way I got to a point that I had so many blogworthy things going on that I was too busy dealing with them to actually sit down and type about them. Recently, however, I have come to greatly regret the lack of Deanna/Keyboard time. So here I am, in an attempt to resolve things.
First let me start by saying that I'm not even going to try to explain everything that has happened since my last post, partially because I don't even remember when it was. I'll give you simply the brief overview of my life as of now. I turned 20 this past june. As of August 12 I moved into a 3 bedroom house with Justin, Morgan, Jared, Stephen, and myself. Jared has a room that he shares with his fiancee, Sarah, when she visits on the weekends, Justin and Morgan share a room, and Stephen and I share a room. "Hmmm," you say, "Stephen and Deanna sharing a room? Does this mean...?" Yes. Stephen and I started talking and hanging out again around the beginning of february of this year, and on April 13th we started dating again. As the time neared for me to keep my promise of being a room-mate for Justin, Jared, and Morgan, neither of us wanted to be an hour away from one another, so he came with me. I'll be completely honest: we argue....a lot...or atleast we have been for the last few weeks. I think it's mainly because we're just stressed. It kinda sucks though, because I'm a huge worry wart, so every time we have an argument because we're stressed out about something, it freaks me out and makes me worry about our relationship....which in turn stresses me out more....which in turn causes more arguments....bleh. The good news is that it does seem to be getting better, after a few chilled-out discussions instead of arguments. At least it seems that way. I hope and pray everything will be ok with us...even after everything, I love Stephen more than he'll ever know, and more than I think anyone, including myself, will ever understand.
Other than that...Im still going to DCCC. I only have one class that isn't online, but I have to get up at 8am and drive from Greensboro to Lexington on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I also still work at the movie theatre, but that is only for one more week. My last day is September 13th, and I start a new Job at Wal-greens on the 15th. I'm slightly terrified....I've never had a job besides the theatre before, and I've been here for 4 years now. This summer has been full of changes that I'm still reeling from and now this one on top of it is one overwhelming cherry on an ice-cream mountain.
But yea, hopefully I'll be able to get on here a bit more often once I have a set schedule and I'm not constantly driving between Greensboro and Winston.
Until Later,
Much Love,
~Deanna
Music of the Moment: Anberlin - Dismantle. Repair.
I think somewhere along the way I lost my ability to blog. I don't mean that I lost the ability to type, or even that I ran out of things to blog about. In fact, it's pretty much the opposite. Somewhere along the way I got to a point that I had so many blogworthy things going on that I was too busy dealing with them to actually sit down and type about them. Recently, however, I have come to greatly regret the lack of Deanna/Keyboard time. So here I am, in an attempt to resolve things.
First let me start by saying that I'm not even going to try to explain everything that has happened since my last post, partially because I don't even remember when it was. I'll give you simply the brief overview of my life as of now. I turned 20 this past june. As of August 12 I moved into a 3 bedroom house with Justin, Morgan, Jared, Stephen, and myself. Jared has a room that he shares with his fiancee, Sarah, when she visits on the weekends, Justin and Morgan share a room, and Stephen and I share a room. "Hmmm," you say, "Stephen and Deanna sharing a room? Does this mean...?" Yes. Stephen and I started talking and hanging out again around the beginning of february of this year, and on April 13th we started dating again. As the time neared for me to keep my promise of being a room-mate for Justin, Jared, and Morgan, neither of us wanted to be an hour away from one another, so he came with me. I'll be completely honest: we argue....a lot...or atleast we have been for the last few weeks. I think it's mainly because we're just stressed. It kinda sucks though, because I'm a huge worry wart, so every time we have an argument because we're stressed out about something, it freaks me out and makes me worry about our relationship....which in turn stresses me out more....which in turn causes more arguments....bleh. The good news is that it does seem to be getting better, after a few chilled-out discussions instead of arguments. At least it seems that way. I hope and pray everything will be ok with us...even after everything, I love Stephen more than he'll ever know, and more than I think anyone, including myself, will ever understand.
Other than that...Im still going to DCCC. I only have one class that isn't online, but I have to get up at 8am and drive from Greensboro to Lexington on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I also still work at the movie theatre, but that is only for one more week. My last day is September 13th, and I start a new Job at Wal-greens on the 15th. I'm slightly terrified....I've never had a job besides the theatre before, and I've been here for 4 years now. This summer has been full of changes that I'm still reeling from and now this one on top of it is one overwhelming cherry on an ice-cream mountain.
But yea, hopefully I'll be able to get on here a bit more often once I have a set schedule and I'm not constantly driving between Greensboro and Winston.
Until Later,
Much Love,
~Deanna
# posted by DeAnna : 2:48 AM
