8.09.2006
Mood of the Moment: Pretty content
Music of the Moment: none, just the sound of time splitters future perfect in the background
Ok, so here are a few of the high points from the last time I blogged:
*alot of my friends are moving away to college soon, which blows...
*I got my brother back
*My Disexylc self is currently reading a very long and daunting but still very interesting book, the Fountainhead, thanks to the aforementioned brother.
*I have officially concluded that I have another brother, Justin, who is also quite awesome and is also leaving for college soon....the freaking douche monkey...
*Not long after I informed Justin that he was my brother as far as I was concerned, he was also informed by Stephen, Jared, Sean, and Breezy that they considered him as a brother(only that process was much more painful...but he is healing quite nicely now)
*oh yea, I got my brother back
*I have both met and become strangely attached to My brother's girlfriend, Sarah. She is really sweet, quite talented, and very beautiful, and wierdest of all is that she seems to be a girl that genuinely likes me(in a completely heterosexual way). Those who know me know that I dont have but maybe a couple of female friends, I don't trust them, I'd rather chill with one guy that is obviously wanting to bone me than with 10 seemingly sweet caring girls...simply because chances are that 3 of those girls are wanting my boyfriend because they think they can take him, 2 of the girls don't want my boyfriend but they do think they are better than me and are there with me to make themselves feel better, and the rest of them are there because they want to be just like one of the aforementioned five....at least the guy is honest. *realizes she has veered off topic* Anyway, Sarah seems to be none of the aforementioned categories, which means she has cool points in my book. This means, of course, that I do hope she doesn't hurt my brother, because I'd really hate having to turn her into a pile of goo...
*speaking of my brother... I got my brother back
*After completing a marathon of Cowboy Bebop...I have a great love for that show...
*I recently discovered that Nightmare Before Christmas is coming to the big-screen in 3D in October...I'm pretty sure I had a miniature orgasm upon hearing the news
*In mid July I took a trip to Maryland with Steve and his family...it was one of the best vacations I have ever taken. Over the course of a week we only got into one fight, it was over a monopoly game...the lesson I learned: Do not play monopoly with Steve, and if you do, let him win.
*A week or two after I got back from Maryland, I bought the Pirates of the Caribbean Monopoly game, I played it that night with Stephen and both of my brothers(with both of whom I can now talk freely), the same argument ensued, and I am officially now pretty much dead set against playing that game with Steve.
*I finally got brave the other night and had a very long, very important, and quite private talk with the one I love. A lot of things were said, and actually listened to, on both ends. All that needs to be known by my dearest readers is that I, in essence, stated that the "first time" we went out I was on top of the world, and everything was perfect, and that I missed that. I then pretty much said why I thought it was so different now and why I thought it seemed to be getting worse. He agreed to all of these things...and more importantly, we both swore to do the things that we both agreed would help, shall I say, fix it. Since that night, we have not argued once. If you are one of the few people that I talked to about me and Steve, then you will understand why the thought that we have gone even a few days without fighting makes my eyes well up in happiness. In short, there is still quite a bit of work to do...but...well...I love him, with every bit of me...and I'm willing to work for him...and it looks like he is willing to do the same...so yea...wish me luck, and if you are the praying type, do that too...
*my sister is leaving soon, it makes me want to cry...it really does, I try not to think about it...I'm quite afraid of her forgetting about me...I know that she'll be alright though, with or without me, she's stronger and greater than she gives herself credit for and I think she'll figure that out soon.
*I got my brother back
*Steve and Jared are prob. gonna be moving into an apartment in Foxcreek soon, I will miss Steve terribly...like, there is no explaining it...hopefully he will miss me as much...
*and I'm spent
Much Love,
~D~
Music of the Moment: none, just the sound of time splitters future perfect in the background
Ok, so here are a few of the high points from the last time I blogged:
*alot of my friends are moving away to college soon, which blows...
*I got my brother back
*My Disexylc self is currently reading a very long and daunting but still very interesting book, the Fountainhead, thanks to the aforementioned brother.
*I have officially concluded that I have another brother, Justin, who is also quite awesome and is also leaving for college soon....the freaking douche monkey...
*Not long after I informed Justin that he was my brother as far as I was concerned, he was also informed by Stephen, Jared, Sean, and Breezy that they considered him as a brother(only that process was much more painful...but he is healing quite nicely now)
*oh yea, I got my brother back
*I have both met and become strangely attached to My brother's girlfriend, Sarah. She is really sweet, quite talented, and very beautiful, and wierdest of all is that she seems to be a girl that genuinely likes me(in a completely heterosexual way). Those who know me know that I dont have but maybe a couple of female friends, I don't trust them, I'd rather chill with one guy that is obviously wanting to bone me than with 10 seemingly sweet caring girls...simply because chances are that 3 of those girls are wanting my boyfriend because they think they can take him, 2 of the girls don't want my boyfriend but they do think they are better than me and are there with me to make themselves feel better, and the rest of them are there because they want to be just like one of the aforementioned five....at least the guy is honest. *realizes she has veered off topic* Anyway, Sarah seems to be none of the aforementioned categories, which means she has cool points in my book. This means, of course, that I do hope she doesn't hurt my brother, because I'd really hate having to turn her into a pile of goo...
*speaking of my brother... I got my brother back
*After completing a marathon of Cowboy Bebop...I have a great love for that show...
*I recently discovered that Nightmare Before Christmas is coming to the big-screen in 3D in October...I'm pretty sure I had a miniature orgasm upon hearing the news
*In mid July I took a trip to Maryland with Steve and his family...it was one of the best vacations I have ever taken. Over the course of a week we only got into one fight, it was over a monopoly game...the lesson I learned: Do not play monopoly with Steve, and if you do, let him win.
*A week or two after I got back from Maryland, I bought the Pirates of the Caribbean Monopoly game, I played it that night with Stephen and both of my brothers(with both of whom I can now talk freely), the same argument ensued, and I am officially now pretty much dead set against playing that game with Steve.
*I finally got brave the other night and had a very long, very important, and quite private talk with the one I love. A lot of things were said, and actually listened to, on both ends. All that needs to be known by my dearest readers is that I, in essence, stated that the "first time" we went out I was on top of the world, and everything was perfect, and that I missed that. I then pretty much said why I thought it was so different now and why I thought it seemed to be getting worse. He agreed to all of these things...and more importantly, we both swore to do the things that we both agreed would help, shall I say, fix it. Since that night, we have not argued once. If you are one of the few people that I talked to about me and Steve, then you will understand why the thought that we have gone even a few days without fighting makes my eyes well up in happiness. In short, there is still quite a bit of work to do...but...well...I love him, with every bit of me...and I'm willing to work for him...and it looks like he is willing to do the same...so yea...wish me luck, and if you are the praying type, do that too...
*my sister is leaving soon, it makes me want to cry...it really does, I try not to think about it...I'm quite afraid of her forgetting about me...I know that she'll be alright though, with or without me, she's stronger and greater than she gives herself credit for and I think she'll figure that out soon.
*I got my brother back
*Steve and Jared are prob. gonna be moving into an apartment in Foxcreek soon, I will miss Steve terribly...like, there is no explaining it...hopefully he will miss me as much...
*and I'm spent
Much Love,
~D~
# posted by DeAnna : 1:21 AM
