5.02.2006
Mood of the Moment: broken
Music of the Moment: none, I don't want to wake Steve up
Of all the things I want...he is what I want most...
but it's like I'm in love with 5 different guys...all trapped in one body...and only one of them is in love with me...
another one is just a horn-dog...another it a complete and utter ass-hole...another is a tormented and broken soul...and another still has a heart that belongs to some girl that I've never met...
there are more too...but those are the main ones...
I'd do anything to know that he'd never feel hurt again...
yet at times he seems almost proud of his abilities to hurt me....
I don't know what to do...
I'm so scared of hurting him...
and so sacred of being hurt...
*sigh*...I have to go to school now....
pray for me...
Much Love,
~D~
Music of the Moment: none, I don't want to wake Steve up
Of all the things I want...he is what I want most...
but it's like I'm in love with 5 different guys...all trapped in one body...and only one of them is in love with me...
another one is just a horn-dog...another it a complete and utter ass-hole...another is a tormented and broken soul...and another still has a heart that belongs to some girl that I've never met...
there are more too...but those are the main ones...
I'd do anything to know that he'd never feel hurt again...
yet at times he seems almost proud of his abilities to hurt me....
I don't know what to do...
I'm so scared of hurting him...
and so sacred of being hurt...
*sigh*...I have to go to school now....
pray for me...
Much Love,
~D~
# posted by DeAnna : 12:04 PM
