9.05.2005
Mood of the Moment: Submissive
Music of the Moment: The Killers - Mr. Brightside
Alright, So today I had a day off...from work, from school, so you know what I did? I went to see a movie, and afterwards, I went upstairs and hung out with Ryan for a little bit, and ended up showing him how to rig #12 so that the flat lens would not slide to the wrong place. It just goes to show that work has consumed my life...hey, what else have I got?
Gotta, gotta be down
because I want it all
Saw a trailer for a movie that I'm quite interested in seeing, just because I know that it is going to be quite controversial. Plus it has Heath Ledger (from a knight's tale) and Jake Gyllenhall [DONNIE DARKO(!!)]. It just looks like one of those out-there movies that I like...
Wow, I dont know why, but I am really in one of those "Legend of the Fall" type moods. Most of you probrobly dont know what that means...but yea...
So in a few days I have a wedding to attend. I dont want to go to a wedding. I mean, generally everyone there is with someone else, and I am always sitting there alone...and yet somehow I managed to be the one to catch the boquet last time...and worse than that, everyone laughed when I cought it...like it was truly very funny because everyone knows that the chances of DeAnna marrying someone are very slim...it's just not a very good thing. I mean, I'm all happy and stuff while I'm there, because I refuse to be the bitter, unattractive girl at someone else's wedding, but yea.....grr...
So I'm listening to this song now, and it says "wake me up when september ends"...and I'm like, heck yea, what's so great about september? I mean, I can only think of two good things that have ever happened in september...and one of those was the fact that I got a job. And besides, the sooner October gets here the better. I mean, there are good movies coming out, I get to go to hacker house with a really foxy guy(who actually seems like he may like me), I'm considering taking up the same really foxy guy's offer to guest sing with his band(for a show in october), then there are the obvious things like the Renaissance festival/Boo & Brew (to which I have already bought tickets), and Halloween, at least three good birthdays...October is just a much better month than September. Plus I want to go to a Haloween party, a really big one, just so I can say that I have...Hopefully by then I'll have a car again so that I can atleast pretend to have a life again instead of school, work, home, repeat. Oh yea, and dont even get me started about November...Dude, November = Brian!! He who we have all missed since uncle Sam got really stupid and sent him to Afghanistan!!! of course November does hold thanksgiving, which usually sucks, and then comes December, which has the whole Christmas season, which REALLY sucks...even though Christmas last year was really great...this year will suck, I know this for a fact. Oh well...I'll just enjoy October while it is here...
Anyway, I am obviously really tired, or else I wouldn't have rambled so much. So I'm going to go away and continue writing on a couple of songs that I've started, until I can convince my brain to go to sleep...
Much Love,
Me
I was thinking of days long ago
Driving home alone
Noticed my tank was low
If I'd had one gallon more
or an ounce more courage
I might have shown up
at your door
Music of the Moment: The Killers - Mr. Brightside
Alright, So today I had a day off...from work, from school, so you know what I did? I went to see a movie, and afterwards, I went upstairs and hung out with Ryan for a little bit, and ended up showing him how to rig #12 so that the flat lens would not slide to the wrong place. It just goes to show that work has consumed my life...hey, what else have I got?
Gotta, gotta be down
because I want it all
Saw a trailer for a movie that I'm quite interested in seeing, just because I know that it is going to be quite controversial. Plus it has Heath Ledger (from a knight's tale) and Jake Gyllenhall [DONNIE DARKO(!!)]. It just looks like one of those out-there movies that I like...
Wow, I dont know why, but I am really in one of those "Legend of the Fall" type moods. Most of you probrobly dont know what that means...but yea...
So in a few days I have a wedding to attend. I dont want to go to a wedding. I mean, generally everyone there is with someone else, and I am always sitting there alone...and yet somehow I managed to be the one to catch the boquet last time...and worse than that, everyone laughed when I cought it...like it was truly very funny because everyone knows that the chances of DeAnna marrying someone are very slim...it's just not a very good thing. I mean, I'm all happy and stuff while I'm there, because I refuse to be the bitter, unattractive girl at someone else's wedding, but yea.....grr...
So I'm listening to this song now, and it says "wake me up when september ends"...and I'm like, heck yea, what's so great about september? I mean, I can only think of two good things that have ever happened in september...and one of those was the fact that I got a job. And besides, the sooner October gets here the better. I mean, there are good movies coming out, I get to go to hacker house with a really foxy guy(who actually seems like he may like me), I'm considering taking up the same really foxy guy's offer to guest sing with his band(for a show in october), then there are the obvious things like the Renaissance festival/Boo & Brew (to which I have already bought tickets), and Halloween, at least three good birthdays...October is just a much better month than September. Plus I want to go to a Haloween party, a really big one, just so I can say that I have...Hopefully by then I'll have a car again so that I can atleast pretend to have a life again instead of school, work, home, repeat. Oh yea, and dont even get me started about November...Dude, November = Brian!! He who we have all missed since uncle Sam got really stupid and sent him to Afghanistan!!! of course November does hold thanksgiving, which usually sucks, and then comes December, which has the whole Christmas season, which REALLY sucks...even though Christmas last year was really great...this year will suck, I know this for a fact. Oh well...I'll just enjoy October while it is here...
Anyway, I am obviously really tired, or else I wouldn't have rambled so much. So I'm going to go away and continue writing on a couple of songs that I've started, until I can convince my brain to go to sleep...
Much Love,
Me
I was thinking of days long ago
Driving home alone
Noticed my tank was low
If I'd had one gallon more
or an ounce more courage
I might have shown up
at your door
# posted by DeAnna : 12:32 PM
