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9.08.2005

Mood of the Moment: just dont bloody ask
Music of the Moment: Flogging Molly - The Spoken Wheel

Last night at work absolutely rocked. I threaded, watched Matt fix something, started movies, talked to the guy I like, without his bloody friend there being all in my space, and it was quite awesome. Then he left *sadness* and so I went on a smoke break with Matt, then came inside and sat upstairs playing Death Jr., Then went on another smoke break w/Matt, then sat on the curb with Matt, danced around in the parking lot, went back in and played some other game I forgot the name to, lost interest, and spun around in the chair for a little bit. That was the seven o'clock shows. As I was threading the nine o'clocks, I came to number seven and I noticed someone through the port-glass (the window between the projector and the theatre where people watch the movie) and I turned, and Stephen (the aforementioned guy that I like) was standing on one of the back seats in the auditorium so that he could put his face RIGHT ON the port glass, and he was smiling at me...I laughed at him...and then continued threading, even though I was nervous because he was watching. I didn't have anything else to thread for a bit so I stood there and watched as him and Kilbrew frolicked about the auditorium like idiots. They had the whole place to themselves because no paying costomers actually came to see that movie, just them and two friends that they brought. After a few minutes I had to go thread more shows, and I came back to start their movie, then had to leave again, but after I finished starting all the other movies I came back and it was still in previews, and they were still acting like idiots, and Kilbrew noticed I was watching and continued too show off, he wasn't paying much attention though, and I proceeded toget Stephen's attention and made some finger puppets on the screen, then Kilbrew noticed and joined in. It was interesting...then the actual movie came on and I waved goodbye and both of them made motions asking me to come and sit with them, and I just shrugged and mouthed the words "I cant"...both of them made sad faces, it made me feel special. So towards the end of the night I came downstairs to take a smoke break with Matt, and then to help him do some counting. When I got to the lobby I heard Kilbrew, then I saw Kilbrew...Kilbrew was running towards me...oh my, this could not be good...kilbrew picks me up...kilbrew proceeds to carry me around for a second. Interesting to say the least. Then I proceeded to walk outside, since Stephen was leaning on the door and waving for me to come out. Talked with him (with Kilbrew standing like a foot away) for like two seconds, stepped inside to grab my drink, Kilbrew a half step behind me, Stephen still outside because he had a cigarette in his hand. So just as I am about to step outside again one of the other two guys that came with them (who happens to be quite, um, gorgeous himself) sticks his head in the door and is like "listen dude, I understand why you wanna hng out here for a while, but I told you, my brain feels like it is trying to eat it's way through my skull, can we please go?!" so I was like, "I have some Ibuprofen upstairs, if you want some..." and he is just like "oh my God, that would be awesome if i could get ahold of some..."...so I took him upstairs, still with Kilbrew like a foot behind me, and got him some medicine. Then I went downstairs and tried to hold somewhat of a conversation with Stephen, and once again, there was Kilbrew, RIGHT next to me. I even kept like taking a few steps away, and he would just move with me...but yea...it was funny, because the two friends that came with them wanted to know what I did, and I told them...ok....so...anyone that has ever seen fight club automatically thinks of the same exact thing when I tell them that I am a projectionist at the local theatre. I hear it all the time. I am so thankful to dear Brian for exposing me to that movie so that I can know what people are talking about when they say that I should do what the dude did in Fight Club... [To those of you that dont know what I am talking about, watch the movie, it is funny, trippy, quoteable (I am Jack's wasted life), and even educational "I am Jacks Medula oblongata...", it's just good, watch it]...so then we talked about that for a bit, and they all wanted to know how I could do it...it was just interesting. When they left kilbrew of course decided to give me one of those hugs where he lifts me up off the ground, and I literally just looked over his shoulder and made this sort of "help" face to stephen, who was like "dude, come on, let's go"...so I thank him for that...but yea, went upstairs and proceeded to thread...then I went home...it was a fun night...

Today I went to school, then helped memaw at her house, then went to watch a volleyball game at ND high School with Jennifer. Volleyball is the only sport I ever actually liked playing. So that was really cool. To those that are interested, I shall be at the North football game this Friday. The entire time I was in high school, I only walked into a football game once, just to see Ramiro, and I was only there for like 20 minutes. Now that I am out of High School, I am going to a football game so that I can see my friends that are still in high school. So if you know me, and you want to see me, come there, because if I dont get to see anyone I shall just cry. I detest football. So yea, football game, this Friday night, I got this...

I just thought about the fact that it is now the 8th, I know two people that were born today, in fact I think they are both 18, so happy 18th to both of you. I also know someone who was born on the ninth, and in case I forget tomorrow, Happy b-day to you too. All of you know who you are, much love to you all...

So yea, I have school tomorrow....so I'm off to bed...much love to everyone...
DeAnna

With every blade that flowers
must grow then drown
with love, our cruelest sea

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