8.30.2005
Music of the Moment: Sarah M. & Bare Naked Ladies - God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen
My homework is done for a month, and I am no longer a part time trainee in projection. I am no longer a downstairs worker, but I am a full time projectionist. There is a booth meeting soon, and basically that is when we all state the days we want to work......and there is sort of an hierarchy as far as who gets to choose their days first. out of like 9 people, I come second...Scott is first, since he is head projectionist. He gets to choose his 5 days, then I get to choose 4 for myself, then others fight over the rest. No joke, it is so cool...he is leaving in like a week and a half, and while he is gone I am the head night projectionist. Lenard will be working days, but will need managerial supervision. Lenard and I started at the same time, but he is still in training, and will be until Scott leaves....because he cannot yet work on his own. I am pretty much going into like my third shift alone this wednesday though, which makes me happy...
Ok, so on to more important things....ok, so every time I start up a conversation with the guy I like (who happens to be a co-worker) then his very good friend (also a co-worker) comes up and joins in. So he did this last night and after a few minutes the guy I like (We'll just call him S) walked away. Me and his friend (who we'll call K) kept talking for a few minutes....I mean, his friend is cool and all to hang out with...but not like that. So yea, basically K ends up saying the classic overused line "You look hot...like...both definitions of the word..." oh wow...I was surprised...but yea, I was just like, "uhhh, thanks". A little while later S came up and talked some more, so I was happy...but then they had to go and actually work and I had to go...um...play "Death Jr." on PSP... so later on I was talking to another downstairs worker(who shall be called D) and the conversation went something like this:
Me: So, does K tell like every girl he sees that they are hott, or what?
D: OH! You mean he actually told you!!!
Me: yea, why?
D: he said he was going to, he really likes you, I mean it is annoying, because he always mentions when he saw you through the port-glass and sh-t like that...
Me: oh, really? well...that's good to know I guess...even though I don't like him like that...but I'm flattered....
D: Wyrd...you want mee to tell him that for you?
Me: Nah, I'll handle it...
(Later on that night, S asked me if I wanted to join him for his smoke break, I was like "SURE!!" only much less obvious. So we talk for a bit. After several "Dude! Me Too!" and "Yea, I get that" moments we somehow got around to saying something about K...and the conversation goes along these lines...)
Me: I dont really see very much that is the same between the two of you..
S: Nah, we are really different, but we do have some things in common
Me: Yea, like when you both ask me the same question and creep me out?
S: Haha, yea, that's one. We are both slackers too. And for dsome reason we always seem to like the same girls too.
Me: Oh really? That could be a problem...
S: Not really, usually I just sort of end up hanging back, and he makes a move
Me: Well that isn't very smart of you
S: Yea, but I'm not gonna compete with one of my best friends over a girl
Me: Who knows, she may like you more than him and just not say anything because she is scared to
S: well if that is the case then she would turn him down when he makes his move...and then I might start talking to her...(throws down cigarette, opens door and holds it for me to wal through)
Me: Well that makes sense I guess...
S: I thought so...
Me: you know you really should quit smoking...
S: OH give me a break I'm trying.....
Hehehe...that makes me happy....it really does...like it made me silly-girly-happy there for a little bit, but then I calmed down, once I found out that the PSP was leaving for the night...then the boredom set in....haha...I heart work...
But yea, I have to go to school tomorrow, so I go now the the realm of sleep...I may not post for a while, I have contra tomorrow, then the next day I have work, then the next day I get off work a little early, but I'm using that time to buy a b-day gift for my friend, then friday and saturday and sunday I work everyday...so yea, just like usual, if anyone wants to come at either like eight or ten-ish and keep me company, feel free....but yea, until later...
Much Love,
DeAnna
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets
what I lost
wake me up
when september ends