8.02.2005
Mood of the Moment: Tired yet foolishly excited...
Music of the Moment: Sarah M. - Angel
Ok, so work today was interesting. The trusty computers were once again not so trusty...so everything had to be done by hand, but it really didn't affect me much becaust I was on door. I worked with some pretty cool people, and it was a week night so i spent most of my time talking to Dustin and Bart or Steve. Swan was managing, I felt bad for him because it is really tough on managers when the computers go down. (by the way, woot for Swan, who is finally marrying Lynn on the 10th of September...) But yea, Judy was also there for a while, and as she left I got to talk to her and I found out that I have like a 50/50 shot for the projectionist opening!!!! AHHHH!!! SO HAPPY!!!! *calms down*....ok....I'm ok....besides, I doubt that I will get it anyway, because Randall hates me...le sigh...
Anyway, I saw several people tonight, for example, I saw Jon, who walked up from behind me an hugged me...he said it was a birthday present from him since he didn't know what to get me...and we got to talk for a bit, and his dad was there (his dad adores me....I think I just sort of have that effect on parents....especially dads) it was somewhat interesting. I also got to see tyler, which was entertaining....because I think the only reason that that kid talks to me is so that he can get popcorn....and I am pretty positive that the reason he wanted popcorn is because he had the munchies like all....haha....so amusing...
I had the pleasure of doing a theatre check in "The Island" tonight....I happened to walk in on a part that reminds me of Brian B....haha, it is entertaining. I was supposed to do a theatre check in "Mr. and Mrs. Smith", but i made Dustin do it...because last time I did a theatre check in that movie I got stopped by someone who insisted that I resemble a certain actress...and I didn't want that to happen again...not that it helped any though, because I still ended up cleaning that theatre and i still had two different people say it...grr...blind people are...
I rode to work with my grandmother today, and she has this uncanny ability to pick out the one thing that I really do not want to think about at the moment and talk about it the entire time. Today the subject was recent events including my father among other things...she spent part of the time telling me how sorry she was for me, and part of it telling me how wrong my father has been, and part of it trying to give me advice, part of it trying to give me hope...she fils to realize that there is no hope...my father won...again...just like always...and I just dont want to think about it...I appologize as most of those reading this will not understand what the crap I am talking about...but yea....I just needed to rant a bit...
But yea, I really did nothing today but work and think...mostly think, actually, so yea...I am going to end this post now, before it takes a sad turn....
Much Love,
DeAnna
There's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end
of the day...
Music of the Moment: Sarah M. - Angel
Ok, so work today was interesting. The trusty computers were once again not so trusty...so everything had to be done by hand, but it really didn't affect me much becaust I was on door. I worked with some pretty cool people, and it was a week night so i spent most of my time talking to Dustin and Bart or Steve. Swan was managing, I felt bad for him because it is really tough on managers when the computers go down. (by the way, woot for Swan, who is finally marrying Lynn on the 10th of September...) But yea, Judy was also there for a while, and as she left I got to talk to her and I found out that I have like a 50/50 shot for the projectionist opening!!!! AHHHH!!! SO HAPPY!!!! *calms down*....ok....I'm ok....besides, I doubt that I will get it anyway, because Randall hates me...le sigh...
Anyway, I saw several people tonight, for example, I saw Jon, who walked up from behind me an hugged me...he said it was a birthday present from him since he didn't know what to get me...and we got to talk for a bit, and his dad was there (his dad adores me....I think I just sort of have that effect on parents....especially dads) it was somewhat interesting. I also got to see tyler, which was entertaining....because I think the only reason that that kid talks to me is so that he can get popcorn....and I am pretty positive that the reason he wanted popcorn is because he had the munchies like all....haha....so amusing...
I had the pleasure of doing a theatre check in "The Island" tonight....I happened to walk in on a part that reminds me of Brian B....haha, it is entertaining. I was supposed to do a theatre check in "Mr. and Mrs. Smith", but i made Dustin do it...because last time I did a theatre check in that movie I got stopped by someone who insisted that I resemble a certain actress...and I didn't want that to happen again...not that it helped any though, because I still ended up cleaning that theatre and i still had two different people say it...grr...blind people are...
I rode to work with my grandmother today, and she has this uncanny ability to pick out the one thing that I really do not want to think about at the moment and talk about it the entire time. Today the subject was recent events including my father among other things...she spent part of the time telling me how sorry she was for me, and part of it telling me how wrong my father has been, and part of it trying to give me advice, part of it trying to give me hope...she fils to realize that there is no hope...my father won...again...just like always...and I just dont want to think about it...I appologize as most of those reading this will not understand what the crap I am talking about...but yea....I just needed to rant a bit...
But yea, I really did nothing today but work and think...mostly think, actually, so yea...I am going to end this post now, before it takes a sad turn....
Much Love,
DeAnna
There's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end
of the day...
# posted by DeAnna : 1:18 AM
