8.03.2005
Mood of the Moment: Tired, but feeling better than earlier
Music of the Moment: Three Doors Down - Let me go
OK, so my dad and I "discussed" things all the way to where I met up with my friends...at which point his manarism completely changed to being nice, sweet Mr. Kelly...arg...
I was quite excited to learn that we have a newcomer, however. We had one of the Condons (justin) to join us tonight....and he seemed to enjoy it. He said he was coming back, and that he wanted to invite people. WE promptly told him the rule, of course...(rule: you must bring at least one guy for every girl you invite, that is just the way it is, and it shall remain that way)...
I also found it very nice (dare I say flattering) that I had to work to get a break from dancing tonight. You see, generally, there are at least a few dances where I have to sit out because there are a ton more girls than guys. Nearly every other time I have refused to stand near Emily simply because if a dude looks at me and Emily, he shall choose to ask Emily to dance. Even if I am not standing with Emily, there are still lots of times that I will not be asked...and it kind of saddens me...But tonight was different. I got asked to dance on every single contra dance, on one I even declined because I needed to sit one out (I sporadically have asthma troubles, and I had a bit of trouble tonight, but nothing too bad...) But yea, it was really funny, because I would be in mid-sentence talking to someone and a dude would ask me to dance...it was so cool! I felt special. Scott was there tonight (scott is my older, possibly gay contra-mentor/friend) and he came in late, but I saw him while I was in the middle of a dance, and he gave my the "we're gonna waltz" look...haha, it is nifty. While we were waltzing he said that he had a partner for the next dance already, but he would try to catch me sometime before the night is over. Unfortunately he did not have the chance, because other people kept getting to me first...haha, next time...but yea, after i got done dancing with him, I barely made it back to the edge of the dance floor to talk to Justin and Ron before some other dude asked me to dance...and after that yet another one asked, but I needed a break....so I went over to rub my success in Emily's face!! Mwahaha!!!! I mean....I LOVE YOU EMILY!!!! YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!!..haha...
Of course, after the dances were over, all of the contra people go to IHOP for some conversing about...um...everything...haha...mucho fun...then we took Justin back to his car (which had miraculously moved...) and came home...I am quite happy with the knowledge that I have two people who I have promised a dance to next time I go...ahh yes...Emily...I am awesome....haha, just kidding, the dudes are just really nice like that...hehe...but yea, i came home and watched the last half of Phantom of the Opera, and then came in here...so yea, I am done now....until I return...
Much Love,
DeAnna
You make me hate what I see
When I see me
Yeah I dream of the day
When I learn to make you pay
Someday I’ll teach you to beg
Someday, someday
Yes I live for the day
When I can hear you say
"You make me feel like a whore"
Yes I dream of the time
When I can make you mine...
Music of the Moment: Three Doors Down - Let me go
OK, so my dad and I "discussed" things all the way to where I met up with my friends...at which point his manarism completely changed to being nice, sweet Mr. Kelly...arg...
I was quite excited to learn that we have a newcomer, however. We had one of the Condons (justin) to join us tonight....and he seemed to enjoy it. He said he was coming back, and that he wanted to invite people. WE promptly told him the rule, of course...(rule: you must bring at least one guy for every girl you invite, that is just the way it is, and it shall remain that way)...
I also found it very nice (dare I say flattering) that I had to work to get a break from dancing tonight. You see, generally, there are at least a few dances where I have to sit out because there are a ton more girls than guys. Nearly every other time I have refused to stand near Emily simply because if a dude looks at me and Emily, he shall choose to ask Emily to dance. Even if I am not standing with Emily, there are still lots of times that I will not be asked...and it kind of saddens me...But tonight was different. I got asked to dance on every single contra dance, on one I even declined because I needed to sit one out (I sporadically have asthma troubles, and I had a bit of trouble tonight, but nothing too bad...) But yea, it was really funny, because I would be in mid-sentence talking to someone and a dude would ask me to dance...it was so cool! I felt special. Scott was there tonight (scott is my older, possibly gay contra-mentor/friend) and he came in late, but I saw him while I was in the middle of a dance, and he gave my the "we're gonna waltz" look...haha, it is nifty. While we were waltzing he said that he had a partner for the next dance already, but he would try to catch me sometime before the night is over. Unfortunately he did not have the chance, because other people kept getting to me first...haha, next time...but yea, after i got done dancing with him, I barely made it back to the edge of the dance floor to talk to Justin and Ron before some other dude asked me to dance...and after that yet another one asked, but I needed a break....so I went over to rub my success in Emily's face!! Mwahaha!!!! I mean....I LOVE YOU EMILY!!!! YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!!..haha...
Of course, after the dances were over, all of the contra people go to IHOP for some conversing about...um...everything...haha...mucho fun...then we took Justin back to his car (which had miraculously moved...) and came home...I am quite happy with the knowledge that I have two people who I have promised a dance to next time I go...ahh yes...Emily...I am awesome....haha, just kidding, the dudes are just really nice like that...hehe...but yea, i came home and watched the last half of Phantom of the Opera, and then came in here...so yea, I am done now....until I return...
Much Love,
DeAnna
You make me hate what I see
When I see me
Yeah I dream of the day
When I learn to make you pay
Someday I’ll teach you to beg
Someday, someday
Yes I live for the day
When I can hear you say
"You make me feel like a whore"
Yes I dream of the time
When I can make you mine...
# posted by DeAnna : 3:27 AM
