6.14.2005
Mood of the Moment: "present"
Music of the Moment: Jewel
Ok, so for those of you that dont get the whole "present" thing, it comes from some time in theatre when everyone was saying present during roll call and I was just like "you know, everyone says that they are here, but are they really fully here, or is their mind really elsewhere...." basically, it just means bleh...just so that we are all on the same page....or...at least in the same chapter...hehe
so today I got the joy of helping my grandmother clean her house...if you have seen her house, you understand the fun in this...it took us over 4 hours just to do a bloody closet....and I get to go back on wed. (aka my birthday) to help her continue cleaning...grrr
I came home only to be disappointed....and stuff happened (or rather didn't happen) that got me into a very thoughtful mood. Le sigh, it shall be ok...it was just sort of a depressing night, and a friend of mine was saying that I am not listening to my heart about something, but at the same time I kind of am...but yea....that is for a different journal...
On the bright side, Jordan has a gig in Winston on me birthday, and he told me today that he would come and get me if I wanted him to, since I haven't seen him in forever...and I could go watch the show (for free, of course), and then chill out and meet the dudes in the other band afterwards(and generally there is some sort of after event, depending on when it ends...) but the only problem is that it is on my birthday, and it is at night, and I have already made plans, and they are with a bunch of people and I cant cancel....so I was like "call me"...and we were talking on the phone for a bit and he was like "Dude, ok, here is the deal....I am gonna try to get off work in time to swing by and see you before I go to the show...but I dont know, cuz I dont want to just pop up and be like 'sup....gotta go!' you know?" so he is gonna call me after he gets off of work (looks at clock) tomorrow and go from there...I miss the jordan...seen him I have not in a long time...ahhh well....there are pictures of him posted all over the internet, so I know how he looks! hehe...
Also, after much research I have come to a quandry...Shall it be the NC Sisters of Mercy, or shall I go for the stricter route of the Society of the Sacred Heart...that is the question...neither of them wear a habit, so that is cool, but I seriously think that I like the Sisters of Mercy, just because they are more modern....and allow many occupations (including that of a theatre teacher!)....plus they are more local, even though it is an international order (which started in Ireland!)Plus there is a lot of the "helping the helpless" going on...and I like that....but alas...it is still quite a bit of time before I need to worry about it...I think I am atleast going to give it until I am out of college for like 2 years....just in case...but yea....
I am quite tired now...and I would like to go to sleep so that I may dream....(there you go jennifer...that one was for you...)haha....hehe...goodnight to all...
Much Love,
DeAnna
"I'm sorry
I can't be
perfect..."
Music of the Moment: Jewel
Ok, so for those of you that dont get the whole "present" thing, it comes from some time in theatre when everyone was saying present during roll call and I was just like "you know, everyone says that they are here, but are they really fully here, or is their mind really elsewhere...." basically, it just means bleh...just so that we are all on the same page....or...at least in the same chapter...hehe
so today I got the joy of helping my grandmother clean her house...if you have seen her house, you understand the fun in this...it took us over 4 hours just to do a bloody closet....and I get to go back on wed. (aka my birthday) to help her continue cleaning...grrr
I came home only to be disappointed....and stuff happened (or rather didn't happen) that got me into a very thoughtful mood. Le sigh, it shall be ok...it was just sort of a depressing night, and a friend of mine was saying that I am not listening to my heart about something, but at the same time I kind of am...but yea....that is for a different journal...
On the bright side, Jordan has a gig in Winston on me birthday, and he told me today that he would come and get me if I wanted him to, since I haven't seen him in forever...and I could go watch the show (for free, of course), and then chill out and meet the dudes in the other band afterwards(and generally there is some sort of after event, depending on when it ends...) but the only problem is that it is on my birthday, and it is at night, and I have already made plans, and they are with a bunch of people and I cant cancel....so I was like "call me"...and we were talking on the phone for a bit and he was like "Dude, ok, here is the deal....I am gonna try to get off work in time to swing by and see you before I go to the show...but I dont know, cuz I dont want to just pop up and be like 'sup....gotta go!' you know?" so he is gonna call me after he gets off of work (looks at clock) tomorrow and go from there...I miss the jordan...seen him I have not in a long time...ahhh well....there are pictures of him posted all over the internet, so I know how he looks! hehe...
Also, after much research I have come to a quandry...Shall it be the NC Sisters of Mercy, or shall I go for the stricter route of the Society of the Sacred Heart...that is the question...neither of them wear a habit, so that is cool, but I seriously think that I like the Sisters of Mercy, just because they are more modern....and allow many occupations (including that of a theatre teacher!)....plus they are more local, even though it is an international order (which started in Ireland!)Plus there is a lot of the "helping the helpless" going on...and I like that....but alas...it is still quite a bit of time before I need to worry about it...I think I am atleast going to give it until I am out of college for like 2 years....just in case...but yea....
I am quite tired now...and I would like to go to sleep so that I may dream....(there you go jennifer...that one was for you...)haha....hehe...goodnight to all...
Much Love,
DeAnna
"I'm sorry
I can't be
perfect..."
# posted by DeAnna : 1:43 AM
