6.25.2005
Mood of the Moment: Pointlessly excited!!!
Music of the Moment: Jewel - Hands
Ok, so today (aside from being exceptionally boring) has actually been quite good!!! I didn't go to sleep until nearly five this morning, so I slept until like noon. But it is all good. I got up and my mom was on the computer, which is never good, because she has really not much of any idea what to do on the internet...so I helped her out and talked to a couple of people online...watched a movie with the kids...and went to see Paw-Paw for a bit...
I came home, looked at the clock, realized that I was terribly bored....tried to call Dustin to see if he wanted to go see Batman, but he was busy so he said he'd call back later...Called Brian's (wondering if he was home yet...) he was there, but busy as well....and again said he'd call back later...hmmm....everyone else was out of town...So I got online and talked to Jake for the first time in ages, Brian ended up stopping by to show me some of the stuff he got at Bagpipe camp...came inside, talked online a bit more, got off of there b/c Dustin called, but couldn't talk for long, said he'd call me at like 9...
At around 8, however, my family decided to go out for a chinese dinner, and include my aunt so that we could be entertained by her condescending remarks about how our family is run the entire time we are there, and how she would do it, and how wonderful her girls are because of how great her parenting skills are....what she fails to realize is that nearly every bad thing I have tried in my teenage years....I was introduced to by her perfect children...and that My parents' eldest daughter wouldn't have such a horrible reputation if her perfect daughters hadn't been huge rubber-neckers (love that word) and thought that they knew something that they really had no idea about and decided to go behind my back and spread a crap-load of rumors about me to my entire family but me so that my life could get just a little worse than it currently was! I love my family, I love everyone, I really do, but it ticks me off when they do stuff like this....it isn't good enough for them to be all holier than thou...but then they have to make sure that everyone thinks they are better than you by making you look like some tramp! This, my friends, is my family. Tonight it was brought up that I go to guys' houses...oh my God...I go to guys' houses....and I'm only 18....Lord knows now I will end up pregnant because I just cant keep myself from banging anything with a y-chromosome!!!! You know when she was my age, she was not allowed to go anywhere, and when her oldest daughter was my age, she could never go over to a guy's house, dating or not, yada yada yada....I really hate to tell her this....but she was at work a LOT back then...I saw her daughters a lot, and when she says that her sweet girl never went to any guys' houses, or did any "naughty" things with a guy....heh...she doesn't know how badly she is Lieing!!!! I mean....wow...I still haven't cought up to the things that her precious daughter did. GRR!!!!!!! *sigh* But I know who I am, God knows who I am and what I and other people do....and that is what matters....so I shall not bother with it...even though they did sort of screw up my entire life for a bit....I forgive them...
Anyway....I went to Wal-Mart afterwards....and got meself a phone with an answering machine...it makes me happy, even though if the couple of calls that I was expecting tonight actually occured, then it didn't do any good....but in the future!!!! I shall recieve messages....and I have caller ID....so I can look and say...."I do not want to talk to that person!!!" and not pick up the phone!!!!! Hehe....'tis the simple things in life...
But alas, I am tired, and I am going to go now so that when I get my wake-up call in the morning I shall not hate life...Much Love to all
De Toi Tousjours,
~DeAnna~
Je dois savoir
que vous serez toujours ici
parce que je ne peux pas
vivre sans vous
Music of the Moment: Jewel - Hands
Ok, so today (aside from being exceptionally boring) has actually been quite good!!! I didn't go to sleep until nearly five this morning, so I slept until like noon. But it is all good. I got up and my mom was on the computer, which is never good, because she has really not much of any idea what to do on the internet...so I helped her out and talked to a couple of people online...watched a movie with the kids...and went to see Paw-Paw for a bit...
I came home, looked at the clock, realized that I was terribly bored....tried to call Dustin to see if he wanted to go see Batman, but he was busy so he said he'd call back later...Called Brian's (wondering if he was home yet...) he was there, but busy as well....and again said he'd call back later...hmmm....everyone else was out of town...So I got online and talked to Jake for the first time in ages, Brian ended up stopping by to show me some of the stuff he got at Bagpipe camp...came inside, talked online a bit more, got off of there b/c Dustin called, but couldn't talk for long, said he'd call me at like 9...
At around 8, however, my family decided to go out for a chinese dinner, and include my aunt so that we could be entertained by her condescending remarks about how our family is run the entire time we are there, and how she would do it, and how wonderful her girls are because of how great her parenting skills are....what she fails to realize is that nearly every bad thing I have tried in my teenage years....I was introduced to by her perfect children...and that My parents' eldest daughter wouldn't have such a horrible reputation if her perfect daughters hadn't been huge rubber-neckers (love that word) and thought that they knew something that they really had no idea about and decided to go behind my back and spread a crap-load of rumors about me to my entire family but me so that my life could get just a little worse than it currently was! I love my family, I love everyone, I really do, but it ticks me off when they do stuff like this....it isn't good enough for them to be all holier than thou...but then they have to make sure that everyone thinks they are better than you by making you look like some tramp! This, my friends, is my family. Tonight it was brought up that I go to guys' houses...oh my God...I go to guys' houses....and I'm only 18....Lord knows now I will end up pregnant because I just cant keep myself from banging anything with a y-chromosome!!!! You know when she was my age, she was not allowed to go anywhere, and when her oldest daughter was my age, she could never go over to a guy's house, dating or not, yada yada yada....I really hate to tell her this....but she was at work a LOT back then...I saw her daughters a lot, and when she says that her sweet girl never went to any guys' houses, or did any "naughty" things with a guy....heh...she doesn't know how badly she is Lieing!!!! I mean....wow...I still haven't cought up to the things that her precious daughter did. GRR!!!!!!! *sigh* But I know who I am, God knows who I am and what I and other people do....and that is what matters....so I shall not bother with it...even though they did sort of screw up my entire life for a bit....I forgive them...
Anyway....I went to Wal-Mart afterwards....and got meself a phone with an answering machine...it makes me happy, even though if the couple of calls that I was expecting tonight actually occured, then it didn't do any good....but in the future!!!! I shall recieve messages....and I have caller ID....so I can look and say...."I do not want to talk to that person!!!" and not pick up the phone!!!!! Hehe....'tis the simple things in life...
But alas, I am tired, and I am going to go now so that when I get my wake-up call in the morning I shall not hate life...Much Love to all
De Toi Tousjours,
~DeAnna~
Je dois savoir
que vous serez toujours ici
parce que je ne peux pas
vivre sans vous
# posted by DeAnna : 2:00 AM
