6.24.2005
Music of the Moment: Dashboard Confessionals - Screaming Infidelities
So yea, it has been a few days since I have blogged, and for that i appologize....not that anyboday actualy cares or anything...but oh well. ...oh yea...*takes out pen and writes a reminder to add Jason's website to links list*....hehe, gotta remember that!! I have people from Taiwan reading me blog, wouldn't want to leave anyone out on the action!!! Ah, 'tis the little things in life.
So yea, this week has mostly been boring thus far...so many people have been out of town. Wes, Dustin, Jennifer, Emily, Brian, Nate, Tiffany...I think that is it...but yea, I have gotten 4 phone calls and two emails...A phone call from Brian saying "I'm on top of a mountain!" and two from Dustin saying "I'm staring at the ocean...and it would be great if you could magically decide to come to the beach...and just happen to stop by here...." haha....and an email from Dustin saying pretty much the same thing...and one from Jennifer that says "I'll try to call...you're awesome!"....all of these are summarized of course....but they have all made me feel quite special...muchos gracias to all of you.
Hmmm...let's see, what have I done this week.....I have cleaned out my Grandmother's house, today I scrubbed el bathroom...fun fun...I have DDR-ed to the point that my legs refused to move anymore, then I sat down and played with the controller against my dad. Oh, yea, I have had a Baz-fest....it was great! I had like all the Baz Luhrman anyone can stand within 24 hours. So yea, now I have a billion things running through my head...my Shakespearean speech has sky-rocketed again....but it has decreased some in the last 24 hours...hehe...and I keep randomly bursting into song...*"Why does my heart cry? /Feelings I can't hide/You're free to leave me but/ just don't decieve me.../And please, believe me when I say,/ I love you... "*....*sigh*...I love that movie. *I am fortune's fool!!!*....that is a good one too...OK...To those of you that don't know what the crap I'm talking about, or who Baz Luhrman is...first of all....shame on you....secondly....he is the wonderfully creative and genious director of both Romeo + Juliet and Moulin Rouge....a brilliant mind, with a style all his own....sort of reminds me of a less violent tarentino in the way that things can jump around, and the angles and melodrama....but his stuff always flows much better than nearly any tarentino movie. I also like the themes that he conveys (imagine that, the hopelessly romantic nun-in-training likes that love stories...hehe)...*sigh*, he is but another person I would like to meet some day....but not number one...oh no....The wonderful Tim Burton has that position...hehe...I'm way too into this....
Hehe, that reminds me, some of you might find it amusing that I found out today that Angelina Jolie is a Gemini, just like me...
Hmmm....let's see...I also watched Troy this week....and it was not only sad because of what happened, but because I would randomly think of Brian at points scattered throughout the movie. I'm glad I dont own Fight Club, cuz if I would have watched that I would have burst into tears.I know he probrobly never thinks of me at all, but I miss him. I dont care how upset I am, I have never crossed paths with him and ended up not smiling or laughing at some point. but alas, off of that subject I must get....before sad I make myself...
Speaking of sadness...I dont know why,( I think it may be because I didn't get to go see him on my b-day), but I have ben having random memories of Chris, and even a couple of dreams...it is horribly saddening and kind-of creepy...*sigh*...
Oh yea, and another form of actually more amusing sadness....you know your love life is horrible when your Grandmother tries to hook you up with the Lincare man that delivers her oxygen tanks....she came in and was like "You know, Chris thinks you are awfully sweet and pretty, I told him you were 18, you know he's not that much older than you, and I do believe that he is single"....I was just like "Memaw, I really dont need anything with a y chromosome right now..." and she was all like "but dont you want to have a guy friend?? you know, like most girls your age?" and I was like "sure, memaw, whatever, just, uhhh...let me pick them, ok?" heh, I didn't feel like telling her that I am gonna be a nun...what's the rush, the order into which I am looking doesn't really take anyone under the age of 21, so I still have three years for someone to change my mind....though i doubt they will....
But alas, I am tired, and I still have to do some HTML stuff so that I can add Jason to me links, so I am going to stop typing now...
Much Love,
DeAnna
Forget the times that he walked by,
Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name,
Remember now you're not the same,
Forget the times he held your hand,
Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget those times and don't pretend,
You must remember he's just your friend.