5.09.2005
Mood of the Moment: Tired as crap...
Music of the Moment: You and Me, Lifehouse
So....it's six pm....and I am sitting in a hot van at a random gas station on south main. I have turned the keys to the position in which I can listen to music...I have the window rolled down, and my head and good arm are hanging out the window, watching my dad try to fix the massive hole that magically appeared in our tire. I have not been home all day...it was a go to work with dad day. I continue like this until 6:30...I end up falling asleep for about 5 minutes....and wake up with "Tuesday: Sen Proje" tatooed on my cheek. You see, I had written "Tuesday: Senior Project Pres." on my hand so as not to forget it...le sigh....but then I got to come home and have the house to myself for a while...I talked to Jennifer for a bit...I felt bad...I don't think she realized when she called how ready I was to talk to someone ...ah well...
I did play ddr for a very long time...I'm not sure exactly how long, I didn't look at the clock. but it was fun...and I am now tired as crap...but i probrobly wouldn't have stopped except for the fact that my aunt was online and accidentally took down my away message, allowing dear Jason to IM me. So I decided that 'twas time to end my little DDR fest...*sigh*....but there is always tomorrow!
I gave Sugga her card today...I got her a mother's day card being as she is a mother and all. On mother's day I wore my Tammy clothes. You know what stinks? Not having a grave to visit. I mean...I'd like to have a grave to visit for when I just want to talk to her, but nooo, she had to be cremated. Ah well...such is the bread...but I did get to wear her stuff on Mom's day, in remembrance of her, even if it was just me that realized it. *sits for a moment in silence* Please, if you are someone reading this that prays, pray for me and Brennan and the others...I'm not sure about them...but I still miss Tammy badly...thanks...
Oh, speaking of prayers, all of you that were on me and my PawPaw's side...THANK YOU!!! Today, we got results back from the biopsy of the lungs and mouth....and they all came back benine...and his lung is no longer collapsed!!!! Yippee!!! Hmmm...I can only think of 2 or three people that might read this that have met my PawPaw...(hehe, he loves Jennifer to death..."when is that little friend of yours gonna visit again??"...lol)...but yea....My PawPaw=the person I don't think I can live without. "Tis just the way it is. But yea...thank you all...(now if we can just get him to quit smoking...)
So yea, yesterday I went to barnes and Nobles and they had some calligraphy pens and ink...and I got one....an it broke! Such is my luck/life! Grr....
ooohhh....but while I was there...I saw the calenders....you should know the ones I speak of....the Star Wars Episode III calenders...oh I kow that I had to have stood there looking at only 2 variations of calenders for a good 15 minutes...ahhh....a thing of beauty I tell you....a thing of beauty...*sigh* I swear, if episode III is even HALF as HORRIBLY written as episode II...I...I...my...my faith in everything good in this world shall fade, really....
*regains composure*Ok...I'm good...I really should not adore films so...I believe it may be slowly approaching idolotry(sp?)...but it shall be ok...
ok, I must go now, 'tis quite late...and my pillow beckons...
Much Love,
DeAnna
"Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe..."
Music of the Moment: You and Me, Lifehouse
So....it's six pm....and I am sitting in a hot van at a random gas station on south main. I have turned the keys to the position in which I can listen to music...I have the window rolled down, and my head and good arm are hanging out the window, watching my dad try to fix the massive hole that magically appeared in our tire. I have not been home all day...it was a go to work with dad day. I continue like this until 6:30...I end up falling asleep for about 5 minutes....and wake up with "Tuesday: Sen Proje" tatooed on my cheek. You see, I had written "Tuesday: Senior Project Pres." on my hand so as not to forget it...le sigh....but then I got to come home and have the house to myself for a while...I talked to Jennifer for a bit...I felt bad...I don't think she realized when she called how ready I was to talk to someone ...ah well...
I did play ddr for a very long time...I'm not sure exactly how long, I didn't look at the clock. but it was fun...and I am now tired as crap...but i probrobly wouldn't have stopped except for the fact that my aunt was online and accidentally took down my away message, allowing dear Jason to IM me. So I decided that 'twas time to end my little DDR fest...*sigh*....but there is always tomorrow!
I gave Sugga her card today...I got her a mother's day card being as she is a mother and all. On mother's day I wore my Tammy clothes. You know what stinks? Not having a grave to visit. I mean...I'd like to have a grave to visit for when I just want to talk to her, but nooo, she had to be cremated. Ah well...such is the bread...but I did get to wear her stuff on Mom's day, in remembrance of her, even if it was just me that realized it. *sits for a moment in silence* Please, if you are someone reading this that prays, pray for me and Brennan and the others...I'm not sure about them...but I still miss Tammy badly...thanks...
Oh, speaking of prayers, all of you that were on me and my PawPaw's side...THANK YOU!!! Today, we got results back from the biopsy of the lungs and mouth....and they all came back benine...and his lung is no longer collapsed!!!! Yippee!!! Hmmm...I can only think of 2 or three people that might read this that have met my PawPaw...(hehe, he loves Jennifer to death..."when is that little friend of yours gonna visit again??"...lol)...but yea....My PawPaw=the person I don't think I can live without. "Tis just the way it is. But yea...thank you all...(now if we can just get him to quit smoking...)
So yea, yesterday I went to barnes and Nobles and they had some calligraphy pens and ink...and I got one....an it broke! Such is my luck/life! Grr....
ooohhh....but while I was there...I saw the calenders....you should know the ones I speak of....the Star Wars Episode III calenders...oh I kow that I had to have stood there looking at only 2 variations of calenders for a good 15 minutes...ahhh....a thing of beauty I tell you....a thing of beauty...*sigh* I swear, if episode III is even HALF as HORRIBLY written as episode II...I...I...my...my faith in everything good in this world shall fade, really....
*regains composure*Ok...I'm good...I really should not adore films so...I believe it may be slowly approaching idolotry(sp?)...but it shall be ok...
ok, I must go now, 'tis quite late...and my pillow beckons...
Much Love,
DeAnna
"Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe..."
# posted by DeAnna : 11:04 PM
