5.06.2005
Mood of the Moment: there are not words...
Music of the Moment: A mixed CD, my newest, and my new favorite...
Today I started the day worried, fearful of what the day may bring. And I went once again trembling to the place where I thought myself to be forbidden...and I went alone. Alone is always hardest...I've always wondered if people could tell I was shaking. Trembling from fear of being unwanted. If they couldn't I would be surprised. Today though, I was more scared than usual...because I knew...
I went on about my day, my normal day, nothing out of the ordinary...I had to stay after to take a test, but it's ok, because as I left my day was made both completely confusing and utterly...perfect. My father has the worst timing in the world, but it's ok. And today was one of those days when I had to go to work with him instead of home, but it's ok. And he wasn't happy at all, but it's ok. And he lectured all the way there, but it's ok. It is alright becauseToday it just so happens that I brought my CD player to school with me today...the CD player I rarely bring. And while he spoke, I just listened to my newest, most favored CD. And I know I'm in for a billion questions later....but it's ok. Well, I'm of now...have to eat, have to think, possibly more later...
Beaucoup D'Amour,
DeAnna
I will always find you,
so long as you let me,
because I love you,
and love doesn't fade.
I am, and will forever be,
your Death Valley Queen,
so long as you will let me...
Music of the Moment: A mixed CD, my newest, and my new favorite...
Today I started the day worried, fearful of what the day may bring. And I went once again trembling to the place where I thought myself to be forbidden...and I went alone. Alone is always hardest...I've always wondered if people could tell I was shaking. Trembling from fear of being unwanted. If they couldn't I would be surprised. Today though, I was more scared than usual...because I knew...
I went on about my day, my normal day, nothing out of the ordinary...I had to stay after to take a test, but it's ok, because as I left my day was made both completely confusing and utterly...perfect. My father has the worst timing in the world, but it's ok. And today was one of those days when I had to go to work with him instead of home, but it's ok. And he wasn't happy at all, but it's ok. And he lectured all the way there, but it's ok. It is alright becauseToday it just so happens that I brought my CD player to school with me today...the CD player I rarely bring. And while he spoke, I just listened to my newest, most favored CD. And I know I'm in for a billion questions later....but it's ok. Well, I'm of now...have to eat, have to think, possibly more later...
Beaucoup D'Amour,
DeAnna
I will always find you,
so long as you let me,
because I love you,
and love doesn't fade.
I am, and will forever be,
your Death Valley Queen,
so long as you will let me...
# posted by DeAnna : 7:22 PM
