5.03.2005
Mood of the Moment: Rembembering the good days....though the bad ones keep popping up...
Music of the Moment: It's the End of the World as We Know it, REM *smiles at random good memory....*
Haha!!!! I remembered something really funny just a little while after school today...haha!!! (ok, so only Jennifer may get this..) My 4 week appointment is on cinco de Mayo...aka thursday, and I have multiple appoints that day because I have many things to do...therefore, it is very doubtful that I shall place a single toe onto school campus on Thursday!! HAHA!!!! I find this very amusing...and annoying, but still amusing...HAHA!!! Jennifer, dear, if you get not why I am so entertained, then thou shall have to ask me later...
So the only plans I had for this morning were somewhat thrown off, but plenty of time there is, there is always tomorrow, and if there isn't, then it is for good reason. I probrobly would have pansied out anyway...*sigh*...*smiles at her happiness in the new song that has come on (Deathcab - Title and Registration)... procedes to head bang in the most uncool way possible....*
Ahh....where was I...ah yes...prom pictures today....yea...Shal=WOOSH! GIANT!!, me=midget...grr...also, my glove blends in with my dress, so it looks like I have had some sort of wierd amputation, and I have a corsage attatched to my waist...you can't see the pinstripes that I so desperately wanted him to have...But otherwise it is a nice picture, except the half with me in it, though if you look you can see my favorite necklace, so that's a plus. We kinda do look crazy Gothic though...all Black and All....ah well...HAHA!.... in the group picture your attention is immediately drawn to Nick and Jamie because of the way everyone is posed...and In the picture Jamie's Dress looks white...and so Noelle and I both immediately came to the same comclusion as soon as we saw it: It looks like the two of them are getting married, and everyone else is the bridesmaids/bestmen...haha! I saw Jamie today and told her that, they were amused...poor Jamie, if she wasn't so sick I would have called her, I have a couple of explanations I'd like from her...ah well, I shall find out in time, as well as whether or not she is right...though I know the likelyhood of her correctness is great.*sigh...again*...on the brighter side of things again.....Shal actually looked like a really nice guy in those pictures, towering though he may be.....Isn't it amazing how a camera can sometimes WARP reality to such extremes as to make the photograph the exact opposite of the truth!?!?haha!
I got to cook tonight, and therefore I ate a full dinner...bleh, still stuffed..but it was good, and that's cool because usually I don't think my cooking is very good...*remembers the stuff she bought to make brownies...* hmmm....I eander if P-to-the-K-poweris ready for another fudgy treat??? I should really make him a tree...I dont know, I'd have to ask him what kind he wanted first.....easiest=oak.....hardest=willow....knowing my luck he'd want a willow....hehe.
*starts bobbing head to another song...(The Killers -Somebody told me...)*
So, a few days ago I came to a conclusion...If I cannot be a nun, then I shall definately end up like Sydney Carton. For anyone who doesn't know who that is, it is a charactor in a charles dickens book. He is brilliant (ok, so I wont be JUST like him...), but he has no success because pretty much he has no real thing to live for, he says that he has made no bonds of any fond kind to anyone on this earth. He does, however, love one person, wholeheartedly, though his love is unreciprocated. What does he do...he helps hook her up with her husband, and simply spends time with her and her family, he swears to her to do anything he can to help her...basically, in the end, he has the oppurtunity to save her husband's life, by sacrificing his own. He chooses the valiant path...and sends word to her (that she will recieve after he is dead...) that basically says "I promised I'd do anything to make you happy, and I meant it..." I cried the first time I read that book...ok, and the second....and when I watched the movie....and when I read the abridged version....ok,I admit it....but yea, the famous last quote is what he says just before he died: "It is a far, far better thing that I do, than I have ever done; it is a far, far better rest that I go to, than I have ever known."...*le sigh* *points at self* I am a hopeless romantic...
ok, so I watched american Idol tonight, and they mention several times that constantine was gone...and it's because people didn't vote...haha! I think it is because Noelle only voted 23 times in stead of a hundred and fifty! HAHA! I <3>
Ok, so I had some stuff I need to talk to Shelly about today (somewhere other than the commons area, due to proximity of certain people), But I was unable to because other people accompanied us to the courtyard...ah well, it can wait until tom.
haha, ready for a random list of things that do (or would)make me happy?!?:
-Brian's safe return home from Afghanistan. C'mon people, pray for him...pray harder...on your knees now! (just kidding :), though prayers are appreciated greatly)
-brownies
-the conversation I recently had with Jon (I miss my purple hair, too...)
-If I could have my car back
-If I could have the ability to drive my car back
-listening to him play this morning
-the song I'm listening to RIGHT NOW *head-bangs in an uncool way*
-Jessie's got a clean (non-cancerous) bill of health!
-Bohemian Rhapsody
-cars that have a "no traction" light in the dash
-Lord of the Rings
-people saying I look like a certain famous person who shall remain nameless (i dont think I do)
-My set
-STAR WARS (oh yea, revenge of the Sith, only about 14 days....for me atleast, haha, proud employee of carmike I am!)
-Brian's smile (if it is real)
-Being in a position that is horribly uncomfortable either in the back seat of a car or on the couch, but being unable to move because I have one of my two favorite people (olivia/josh) laying on either side of me asleep and I dont want to wake them....tis a beautiful thing
HAHA! That's all I feel like putting at the moment...and I was gonna do a whole "what makes me sad" list, but I dont feel like typing that many things...my #1 thing : Worrying about what I think is going to happen....
Ah well, I must go now, Much Love,
DeAnna
"the glove compartment isn't accurately named
and everybody knows it.
so i'm proposing a swift orderly change.
cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
and all i find are souvenirs from better times
before the gleam of your taillights fading east
to find yourself a better life.
i was searching for some legal document
as the rain beat down on the hood
when i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
and that's how this idea was drilled into my head
cause it's too important
to stay the way it's been"_ Deathcab for Cutie - Title and Registration
Music of the Moment: It's the End of the World as We Know it, REM *smiles at random good memory....*
Haha!!!! I remembered something really funny just a little while after school today...haha!!! (ok, so only Jennifer may get this..) My 4 week appointment is on cinco de Mayo...aka thursday, and I have multiple appoints that day because I have many things to do...therefore, it is very doubtful that I shall place a single toe onto school campus on Thursday!! HAHA!!!! I find this very amusing...and annoying, but still amusing...HAHA!!! Jennifer, dear, if you get not why I am so entertained, then thou shall have to ask me later...
So the only plans I had for this morning were somewhat thrown off, but plenty of time there is, there is always tomorrow, and if there isn't, then it is for good reason. I probrobly would have pansied out anyway...*sigh*...*smiles at her happiness in the new song that has come on (Deathcab - Title and Registration)... procedes to head bang in the most uncool way possible....*
Ahh....where was I...ah yes...prom pictures today....yea...Shal=WOOSH! GIANT!!, me=midget...grr...also, my glove blends in with my dress, so it looks like I have had some sort of wierd amputation, and I have a corsage attatched to my waist...you can't see the pinstripes that I so desperately wanted him to have...But otherwise it is a nice picture, except the half with me in it, though if you look you can see my favorite necklace, so that's a plus. We kinda do look crazy Gothic though...all Black and All....ah well...HAHA!.... in the group picture your attention is immediately drawn to Nick and Jamie because of the way everyone is posed...and In the picture Jamie's Dress looks white...and so Noelle and I both immediately came to the same comclusion as soon as we saw it: It looks like the two of them are getting married, and everyone else is the bridesmaids/bestmen...haha! I saw Jamie today and told her that, they were amused...poor Jamie, if she wasn't so sick I would have called her, I have a couple of explanations I'd like from her...ah well, I shall find out in time, as well as whether or not she is right...though I know the likelyhood of her correctness is great.*sigh...again*...on the brighter side of things again.....Shal actually looked like a really nice guy in those pictures, towering though he may be.....Isn't it amazing how a camera can sometimes WARP reality to such extremes as to make the photograph the exact opposite of the truth!?!?haha!
I got to cook tonight, and therefore I ate a full dinner...bleh, still stuffed..but it was good, and that's cool because usually I don't think my cooking is very good...*remembers the stuff she bought to make brownies...* hmmm....I eander if P-to-the-K-poweris ready for another fudgy treat??? I should really make him a tree...I dont know, I'd have to ask him what kind he wanted first.....easiest=oak.....hardest=willow....knowing my luck he'd want a willow....hehe.
*starts bobbing head to another song...(The Killers -Somebody told me...)*
So, a few days ago I came to a conclusion...If I cannot be a nun, then I shall definately end up like Sydney Carton. For anyone who doesn't know who that is, it is a charactor in a charles dickens book. He is brilliant (ok, so I wont be JUST like him...), but he has no success because pretty much he has no real thing to live for, he says that he has made no bonds of any fond kind to anyone on this earth. He does, however, love one person, wholeheartedly, though his love is unreciprocated. What does he do...he helps hook her up with her husband, and simply spends time with her and her family, he swears to her to do anything he can to help her...basically, in the end, he has the oppurtunity to save her husband's life, by sacrificing his own. He chooses the valiant path...and sends word to her (that she will recieve after he is dead...) that basically says "I promised I'd do anything to make you happy, and I meant it..." I cried the first time I read that book...ok, and the second....and when I watched the movie....and when I read the abridged version....ok,I admit it....but yea, the famous last quote is what he says just before he died: "It is a far, far better thing that I do, than I have ever done; it is a far, far better rest that I go to, than I have ever known."...*le sigh* *points at self* I am a hopeless romantic...
ok, so I watched american Idol tonight, and they mention several times that constantine was gone...and it's because people didn't vote...haha! I think it is because Noelle only voted 23 times in stead of a hundred and fifty! HAHA! I <3>
Ok, so I had some stuff I need to talk to Shelly about today (somewhere other than the commons area, due to proximity of certain people), But I was unable to because other people accompanied us to the courtyard...ah well, it can wait until tom.
haha, ready for a random list of things that do (or would)make me happy?!?:
-Brian's safe return home from Afghanistan. C'mon people, pray for him...pray harder...on your knees now! (just kidding :), though prayers are appreciated greatly)
-brownies
-the conversation I recently had with Jon (I miss my purple hair, too...)
-If I could have my car back
-If I could have the ability to drive my car back
-listening to him play this morning
-the song I'm listening to RIGHT NOW *head-bangs in an uncool way*
-Jessie's got a clean (non-cancerous) bill of health!
-Bohemian Rhapsody
-cars that have a "no traction" light in the dash
-Lord of the Rings
-people saying I look like a certain famous person who shall remain nameless (i dont think I do)
-My set
-STAR WARS (oh yea, revenge of the Sith, only about 14 days....for me atleast, haha, proud employee of carmike I am!)
-Brian's smile (if it is real)
-Being in a position that is horribly uncomfortable either in the back seat of a car or on the couch, but being unable to move because I have one of my two favorite people (olivia/josh) laying on either side of me asleep and I dont want to wake them....tis a beautiful thing
HAHA! That's all I feel like putting at the moment...and I was gonna do a whole "what makes me sad" list, but I dont feel like typing that many things...my #1 thing : Worrying about what I think is going to happen....
Ah well, I must go now, Much Love,
DeAnna
"the glove compartment isn't accurately named
and everybody knows it.
so i'm proposing a swift orderly change.
cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
and all i find are souvenirs from better times
before the gleam of your taillights fading east
to find yourself a better life.
i was searching for some legal document
as the rain beat down on the hood
when i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
and that's how this idea was drilled into my head
cause it's too important
to stay the way it's been"_ Deathcab for Cutie - Title and Registration
# posted by DeAnna : 9:33 PM
