5.24.2005
Music of the Moment: Anna Nalick....of course!
So....ladies and gentle men....I am both graduated and off of restriction. Granted, I have no car....but that is ok...I am happy with what I have...
I got to chill with Wes for a long while on Saturday, therefore I was obviously happy...hehe...'twas a beautiful thing. During the ceromony, however, I was seated nowhere near him....so I couldn't talk to him....but that is ok...that is why phones were invented! *smiles*...it is the little things that make me happy...
Why is that you can meet someone when you are 5 years old, and it takes you 13 bloody years to realize that you could date this guy?....hehe, ah well....it's all good....
So I went to see Star Wars today, time number two....I went with Jason and Jennifer....it was very entertaining, especially when me and Jennifer went to pull into a spot on my side of the building, and realized that the car parked next to ours was Brian's....hehe, I found it comical the way that Jennifer's voice went from being normal to a very annoyed high-pitched tone as she flipped out...I was kind of glad when we didn't bump into him though...just because....i have me reasons why...
Jennifer hated the movie....no appreciation...Jason ate all the way through it....and I cried again...dang it....Afterwards Jennifer and I went to Barnes and Nobles and read a couple of random books.....we didn't realize that we were there for a bloody hour and a half! yea, I didn't get home until after 8:30 sometime...and around 9:00 my mom was like....oh yea, Brian called....but I called back and he wasn't home, and he hasn't called back, so whatever....he doesn't have to call if he doesn't want to...
hmmm....have you ever been given a decision to make...or even better, a lot of decisions at the same time, that you just really could not seem to decide?
Our Father, who art in heaven, Hallowed be thy Name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, On earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, As we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, But deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever and ever. Amen.
It has been said that something as small as the flutter of a butterfly's wing can ultimately cause a typhoon halfway around the world_Modern Chaos Theory....
In 20 years, will you remember what you are doing right now? Will it matter? How can you be sure? Does it matter? It's only your life that you are affecting...or is it? Do you really know? When you are older, will there be things you wish you could change? Are there already? Does it matter? Does anything matter? Does everything matter? These are questions that nobody can truly answer...or can they? *smiles*
This is how my brain works sometimes...constantly nulling over things, contemplating them, then eventually pushing them back to the back of my brain.....until the next time I get into one of those moods....hehe, I just figured I'd share...
on that note....I am going to go do something....I dont know what....I think I'll call Brennan or something....just to bug him b/c I know he'll still be up....hehe....I'm just that bored! Ooooh!!!.....but I'm not that rich, I forgot that I have already overused my long distance budget this month....hmmmm....perhaps I shall call him long enough to tell him to call me!!!
Mwahaha!
well....I am really going now....I shall be back eventually, I promise...please don't cry! Hehe....
Much Love,
DeAnna