4.16.2005
music of the moment: "Can't take my eyes off of you"_Muse
Hello lovelies, a suggestion to you: If you have surgery on your shoulder, wait longer than a week and a half to go bowling.....even if you use the other arm....it hurts like CRAP!
I worked on my Sr. Project today....bluck! One handed typing is not fun at all. Ah well.
Tuesday I spent a Crap-load of time writing a letter to Brian. Jamie said she would give it to him, but I had to get it to her before school let out, and I didn't. So now I have this perfectly good letter and I am going to have to get an address and mail it to him, and it shall take forever. GRR! ARRG! *sigh* Miss Brian I do...
Last Sunday was probrobly one of the most fun outings I've ever been on! Hmm, maybe I should pay Nick back for me meal, and me milkshake....hehe, I will on monday. I wish I could have said more to Brian in the way of goodbye...but I was in a lot of pain at the time. Ah well....mail him I will!
So I found out that I'm gonna be in a sling for 6 weeks in stead of 4 because they ended up doing so much more to my shoulder than they originally thought, so I have to tell mark that the whole guitar thing is gonna have to be postponed a little more, I cant play at all in a sling, le sigh, and he is so cute too ;)...
So right now I'm talking to Nadz for the first time in forever. It makes me very happy. I thought for a while she had forgotten who I was. But she remembers me...hehe....I happy.
Prom is in one week,and i believe that Shal and I are both being just as slack about preparing....it's possible that he will show up w/out a jacket, and me without shoes! lol! It shall be fun though!
You want to know something bad about being stoned, it makes you think about life and the things that it encompasses more. For example, the first day out of surgery I was all sad because I was feeling down and thinking nobody missed me and nobody was gonna call. but it was cool, because a lot of people called and four people visited! I got 2 things of flowers, a teddy bear with a candy-filled heart, a handmade card with a bunch of signatures, and several other things!!!!
Ok, I am very tired of typing one handed....tiring it is...all my love and prayer to you, whoever you may be.....and good night...
Beaucoup D'Amour,
DeAnna
What do you do
when everytime you look in the mirror
the only thing you can see
staring back at you
is the reason
he's not here...