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4.26.2005

Mood of the Moment: Confused(when am I not?!) but still somehow happy...
Music of the Moment: varies between Dave Matthews Band and Crystal Method...
So yea, I have just completed the process of reserving my, mr. sibaja's, and mr. isreal's STAR WARS EPISODE III:REVENGE OF THE SITH 12:01 SHOWING TICKETS!!! Woot! Mr. Sibaja and myself tried to get Mrs. Sibaja to go....but that worked out not so well...grr...Ah well...yea...thinking of mr sibaja, I dont think I would be able to marry a man with such a first name...I mean, I'd have to atleast come up with some nickname that was not so vowelish... 'cause I'm clumsy and I just don't think I could get it out all of the time, you know? Nah...I decided the perfect husband name a long time ago...Jack. No, It didn't come from Jack Sparrow, though that strongly re-enforced it, instead I got it when I was a child and I adored *hesitates...* Jack Skellington....(Yes people, I have adored Tim Burton films all of my life...right now I don't know which one I look forward to more: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, or the Corpse Bride...hehe....)But seriously, jack is the name...Not John, not david, not luke, not jeff, not jake, not scott, not brian, not dave, not jim, or james, not tim, not nick, and Lord knows not Kenneth...I dont know....If I ever met someone named Anakin, I'd have to think about it....lol!....Ah yes, and my husband must be emotionally stable, love God, me, children, animals, and unique names....yea....I'm never gonna get married.....'tis ok! Convent here I come!( just gotta find a way around that darn catholic thing!)
Ohhhhh, speaking of names I like, I just found out that Mrs. Loves name is Gabriel...grr, we already dont get along and then she goes and steals that perfectly good name! Then on top of that she desecrates it by making the poor child's middle name eugene! Ok, I'm sorry, but all I can think of when I hear that is that one part in grease when they say that all couples must be male/female at the dance-off, and poor little eugene is disqualified.....That poor kid is never going to tell his middle name, and when it gets out, he'll never live it down...
So I went to prom...I wore my necklace, I wore my dress, I took a date, that I wanted to kill! By about a third of the way through I was saying to myself "I could have my pick out of three people, and I chose this guybecause he asked first! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!"...O should have taken Bryan. I think he would have gotten along with everyone...but it was a little risky, and heck, after hardly a month now I barely talk to him...ah well...it didn't work out, his name isn't Jack! lol! Nah I probrobly should have taken Chad, because I know that, even though he most likely wouldn't mesh with everyone I was going with, he would TRY really hard to get along with them so that he wouldn't embarass me...just cuz he loves me oh so much! hehe...but no....I had to take self-involved, rude, idiotic, crude, pot-head/alcoholic Shal...believing him when he said he'd behave! Stupid ME!!!!!!!
Ah well, I got my prom picture, and i wasn't alone in it, so whatever. I got to dance with everyone I wanted to at prom, except two, and that's because one was leaving as I came, and one didn't come at all. Ah well, I danced with Shane on monday to a song that I sang in the hallway, so it's all good!
I had a very conversation with Jennifer tonight...veeeery interesting...at first there were parts that made me very happy....then more parts were added that confused me, then more...and the puzzle that was in my mind was solved and the resolution REALLY ticked me off...but oddly enough, being ticked off is a good thing! I can not explain why, but it is quite liberating and it is great. It makes me quite happy! Huzzah!
Today is tuesday, so it is in fact Brian-letter Day, so I must go now, I have lots to write about to dear Brian, and I want to have time to watch a movie B4 I go to bed...much love to all!
Beaucoup D'Amour,
DeAnna

"People once believed, that when someone dies, a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad happens, that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest. Then sometimes, just sometimes the crow could bring that soul back to put the wrong things right."

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