I DreAm in ShAdes of Violet

Yea, so, today nobody really wanted to talk to DeAnna, except possibly Jennifer, and she and I have played phone tag all day, we have yet to actually speak to one another. I tried calling her like 4 times before I went to see a movie, but no....i got her machine. This was of course after I found her number, and my dad got home, so yea. I went to see my movie, alone. I was good with that...I hate seeing movies alone, but i do it frequently. So, yea, I go in, fairly early, got a good seat. Then, of all the people that could have walked in and sat beside me...jon did. He was like "hey can i sit here?" The thing that popped into my head immediately was something one of my friends keeps saying to me: "DeAnna....learn to say NO!" So what did I do? I said yes, and mentally kicked myself over and over again. we talked some, and he kept mentioning times we had when he and I were we. Hehe....I found a way to get him to stop....."So....how's Lilith?" I asked. It was beautiful...he was like "uhh, she's fine, why?" I was like, "just curious" Then the movie started, and afterwards was the clasic "nice seeing you again"s and quick hugs.he was gonna walk with me to my car....but I was like "nah, I'm good" It was a fairly nifty trip though. I went at a time that I would see both shifts...I got to say hi to everyone, and give news of how I was. I was actually quite surprised. Everyone is all like "DeAnna....did you quit? When are you comming back? " all the people that are seasonals that have started since I last worked are like "I haven't seen you in forever, and I come back and you are gone? What's up with that?!" and I got lots of hugs and best wishes and stuff. It was cool, cuz I actually think that people miss me there. and they are not related to me....and it is nice. It's not something i've felt before. It's kind of wierd. But it made me happy. I got comments on my new shirt. That made me happy, too. Hehe. Emily was like "Hey DeAnna, whered you get that shirt from!" in a jokingly-mean way.... I was like "your boyfriend bought it for me....Yea! whatcha gonna do about it?!?!" and gave her the "bring it on" look. Hehe....it was funny...b/c Drew....her boyfriend....did, in fact, but mr my shirt. He works at hot topic, and he got it for me. Hehe. It was actually fairly expensive...hehe...I love you Drew! But yea, Emily knew that Drew had gotten it for me, sje was picking, we laughed, then mark came up and gave her the "get back to work" sneer, so I waved and walked away. Hehe....Jon asked me if I had a boyfriend, and I'm like "no....but I do like someone" he kind of deflated. I cant say I wasn't pleased. What he fails to realize is that just b/c I like someone, doesn't make me anywhere close to having a boyfriend. Oh well. So yea, after movies, came home, played some more phone tag with jennifer, then she finally got online. We talked....she convinced me to call Brian. We talked, I was happy....then me and jennifer continued to talk, and said something that made me....well...sort of...in a way....cry. But that is ok, because she was venting, and that is understandable, and she apologized and asked for forgiveness later, i told her there was nothing to forgive. If the Devil himself were to ask God to forgive him...He would in a heartbeat... Hehe. Jennifer is far from the Devil....homework is the devil, Jennifer is cool....lol. Ok, I'm gonna go now.....gnight everyone!
Much love,
DeAnna

(and just so you know how long it took me to type this, I started at the post time, but right now it is 10:30, because I've been so distracted.....)