12.26.2004
These last couple of day's have been crazy! I have had hardly any time whatsoever! The only extra time I have had, I went to visit Tammy....and...I got to see her open her Christmas presents.....she was smiling and happy. That made me really happy. She liked her gifts....and more importantly, she is still here. Her son's wife is going to have her labor induced on her second child tomorrow I think...so she may get to see the baby, she wants that more than anything...she is on a morphine drip right now, to keep her comfortable....and I have to stop now, or I'm gonna cry.
On a not much better topic, I find it somehow important to mention that for the first time in months, I rode by Chris' grave today. I was sad for a few moments...but it passed. I miss him....and I have to stop with that now too...
Today was good, Santa was good to me, hehe. I got to spend time with Brian, though I feel bad taking him away from his family, only to have him interrogated by Catherine. Julie acted surprisingly well, hmmm......except for a little music discrepency....she kinda made me mad then, and she started talking later about how she hates disney......so i put in Mulan, and watched it, almost full volume. Hehe....I'm mean. But, yea.....good day....I'm goin to Charlotte tom....I'll try to blog.....until later......
Much Love,
DeAnna
On a not much better topic, I find it somehow important to mention that for the first time in months, I rode by Chris' grave today. I was sad for a few moments...but it passed. I miss him....and I have to stop with that now too...
Today was good, Santa was good to me, hehe. I got to spend time with Brian, though I feel bad taking him away from his family, only to have him interrogated by Catherine. Julie acted surprisingly well, hmmm......except for a little music discrepency....she kinda made me mad then, and she started talking later about how she hates disney......so i put in Mulan, and watched it, almost full volume. Hehe....I'm mean. But, yea.....good day....I'm goin to Charlotte tom....I'll try to blog.....until later......
Much Love,
DeAnna
# posted by DeAnna : 1:43 AM
