10.28.2004
ok, so in case you didn't notice, I was not the author of the last post, I allowed my friend to have advertisement space on my blog. Aren't I sweet? Anyway. MY most recent post was on a day that I was simply sad, and tired, I didn't want to type anything, but at the same time I wanted everybody that cares to read this to know that I miss my friend. I did. I still do. Even after such a confusing day as this one......
This morning, I walked into school at around twenty 'till, early, but later than my usual. As soon as I step in the doors of the hallway that my class is on I see, down at the other end of the hall, him. He is walking in my direction. It is obvious that because the hall is crowded that we are going to have to get within a foot of one another. I bite my lip, take a deep breath, and look down at the floor, my usual stance for passing him. But what I get isn't just a quick pass by him, Instead he stops me! He opens his mouth and words come out! I was beyond taken aback, I was outright SHOCKED(cough, cough....yes Josh, that's how you spell it...)!!!!!!! He showed me the book. He was obviously excited. He was excited to the point that he forgot that he hates me.....there for a moment he fell back into the old routine of pretending he thought I was actually anything resembling cool. I thought momentarily that he was out of his "don't speak to DeAnna" phase, but being as he said nothing more for the rest of the day, I understand that it isn't a phase, it is his way of life now. That's cool I guess. I don't get it, I don't like it, but if he's happy then I'll deal with it. It's what I'm good at. I was looking forward to Halloween with him around. It was gonna be cool. But oh well. Noelle took it upon herself to talk to him for me. He told her something that I've known for a while now, but now I'm simply certain of it: She asked why he wasn't talking to me, and his reply was "I don't care". Yeah, he doesn't care. It's what I've been saying all along. I was right. Ah well.
On to other things......I worked with cutie-petutie Mark last night :-*! It was nice, he's a sweetheart....but 25, so off-limits. That sucks. Jennifer, who refused to let me take a picture of her has a surprise coming sometime soon, when I get the stuff to do it........because I got a good enough picture when I surprised her one time! That makes me happy. I'm trying to find something to do with one of emily's pictures, I've got an Idea about one, but I'm not sure. I want a picture of shelly. I wish jennifer wasn't so camera shy, I have a couple of ideas for stuff I could do, but she'd have to pose in the picture, and she won't do that. ah well...... Hehe...I keep giving her little dandelions, and she doesn't get why, but I have a reason. I wont tell it here, because I know she reads this, but if anyone wants to know, simply do the comment thingy with your email address, and I'll send it to you.....if you are interested. so yea, I know I had more to say....but I'm leaving that until next time, cuz I'm tired of typing. I'll leave a preview though : yesterday friend and I were talking about death, not morbidly, but like, how you'd like to go, how old you'd like to be....etc. I'll post about that on the next time....until then....keep dreaming......
Much love,
DeAnna
This morning, I walked into school at around twenty 'till, early, but later than my usual. As soon as I step in the doors of the hallway that my class is on I see, down at the other end of the hall, him. He is walking in my direction. It is obvious that because the hall is crowded that we are going to have to get within a foot of one another. I bite my lip, take a deep breath, and look down at the floor, my usual stance for passing him. But what I get isn't just a quick pass by him, Instead he stops me! He opens his mouth and words come out! I was beyond taken aback, I was outright SHOCKED(cough, cough....yes Josh, that's how you spell it...)!!!!!!! He showed me the book. He was obviously excited. He was excited to the point that he forgot that he hates me.....there for a moment he fell back into the old routine of pretending he thought I was actually anything resembling cool. I thought momentarily that he was out of his "don't speak to DeAnna" phase, but being as he said nothing more for the rest of the day, I understand that it isn't a phase, it is his way of life now. That's cool I guess. I don't get it, I don't like it, but if he's happy then I'll deal with it. It's what I'm good at. I was looking forward to Halloween with him around. It was gonna be cool. But oh well. Noelle took it upon herself to talk to him for me. He told her something that I've known for a while now, but now I'm simply certain of it: She asked why he wasn't talking to me, and his reply was "I don't care". Yeah, he doesn't care. It's what I've been saying all along. I was right. Ah well.
On to other things......I worked with cutie-petutie Mark last night :-*! It was nice, he's a sweetheart....but 25, so off-limits. That sucks. Jennifer, who refused to let me take a picture of her has a surprise coming sometime soon, when I get the stuff to do it........because I got a good enough picture when I surprised her one time! That makes me happy. I'm trying to find something to do with one of emily's pictures, I've got an Idea about one, but I'm not sure. I want a picture of shelly. I wish jennifer wasn't so camera shy, I have a couple of ideas for stuff I could do, but she'd have to pose in the picture, and she won't do that. ah well...... Hehe...I keep giving her little dandelions, and she doesn't get why, but I have a reason. I wont tell it here, because I know she reads this, but if anyone wants to know, simply do the comment thingy with your email address, and I'll send it to you.....if you are interested. so yea, I know I had more to say....but I'm leaving that until next time, cuz I'm tired of typing. I'll leave a preview though : yesterday friend and I were talking about death, not morbidly, but like, how you'd like to go, how old you'd like to be....etc. I'll post about that on the next time....until then....keep dreaming......
Much love,
DeAnna
# posted by DeAnna : 8:46 PM
