1.06.2006
Ok, so:
To all of the people who keep asking if I'm ok: No, I'm not ok. In fact I won't be ok for a while, so don't ask, because I'm just going to shy away from the answer anyway, and you're going to make me feel worse...
To all of the guys (and few girls) that have offered to re-arange a certain someone's face and/or genetalia for me: I appreciate the offer, I really do, but I would never ask that anything like that be done to anyone, for several reasons, example: a)he doesn't deserve to be treated that way and b) I'm not worth it...
To the people that believe that I got another certain someone fired at the movie theatre: In all truth, I was told that there were three people that were going to be fired(because managers will sometimes tell me these things) One of those people is the person in question, one is just some dude at the theatre, and the other quit anyway. When I found this out, I actually asked managment if they would consider giving the person in question another chance, because they had waited a long time for the job, and they were still kind of new and deserved some slack...and they told me that the order for all 3 of these people to be fired had come from the city manager, and was not negotiable. If you dont believe me, you can ask managers, it was not my doing.
To Matt, Krystal, Bart, and Jeremy: You guys are the shiznit...
To Jennifer: Thank you for showing me that best friends CAN be trusted...
To Tavia: I feel you...
To Jared: Thank you for following me when I kinda bolted last night, and for the whole sort of verbal thrashing...I needed to hear that. You have absolutely no reason to even talk to me and yet you have been one of the few people that actually helped me feel better thus far...thanks...
To Sean: Thank you as well, and please remember what I asked you to do...
To Noelle: Thanks for stopping the bike...it made me smile
To the people who have no idea what I'm talking about: boy, are you out of the loop...
To the people that have not been covered by any of the above: There are a few of you in specific that I have not mentioned just because I do not know what you think about me right now, chances are you never want to talk to me again...which I guess I understand...I dont like me too much either...
yea...I guess that is it, don't know why I wrote all of that, but oh well....
Much Love,
~Me~
"When you said time was all you really needed
I walked away and let you have your space
Cuz leaving didn’t hurt me near as badly
As the tears I saw rollin’ down your face
And yesterday I knew just what you wanted
When you came walking up to me with her
So I told you that I was happy for you...
And given the chance I’d lie again...
Just to see you smile..."
To all of the people who keep asking if I'm ok: No, I'm not ok. In fact I won't be ok for a while, so don't ask, because I'm just going to shy away from the answer anyway, and you're going to make me feel worse...
To all of the guys (and few girls) that have offered to re-arange a certain someone's face and/or genetalia for me: I appreciate the offer, I really do, but I would never ask that anything like that be done to anyone, for several reasons, example: a)he doesn't deserve to be treated that way and b) I'm not worth it...
To the people that believe that I got another certain someone fired at the movie theatre: In all truth, I was told that there were three people that were going to be fired(because managers will sometimes tell me these things) One of those people is the person in question, one is just some dude at the theatre, and the other quit anyway. When I found this out, I actually asked managment if they would consider giving the person in question another chance, because they had waited a long time for the job, and they were still kind of new and deserved some slack...and they told me that the order for all 3 of these people to be fired had come from the city manager, and was not negotiable. If you dont believe me, you can ask managers, it was not my doing.
To Matt, Krystal, Bart, and Jeremy: You guys are the shiznit...
To Jennifer: Thank you for showing me that best friends CAN be trusted...
To Tavia: I feel you...
To Jared: Thank you for following me when I kinda bolted last night, and for the whole sort of verbal thrashing...I needed to hear that. You have absolutely no reason to even talk to me and yet you have been one of the few people that actually helped me feel better thus far...thanks...
To Sean: Thank you as well, and please remember what I asked you to do...
To Noelle: Thanks for stopping the bike...it made me smile
To the people who have no idea what I'm talking about: boy, are you out of the loop...
To the people that have not been covered by any of the above: There are a few of you in specific that I have not mentioned just because I do not know what you think about me right now, chances are you never want to talk to me again...which I guess I understand...I dont like me too much either...
yea...I guess that is it, don't know why I wrote all of that, but oh well....
Much Love,
~Me~
"When you said time was all you really needed
I walked away and let you have your space
Cuz leaving didn’t hurt me near as badly
As the tears I saw rollin’ down your face
And yesterday I knew just what you wanted
When you came walking up to me with her
So I told you that I was happy for you...
And given the chance I’d lie again...
Just to see you smile..."
