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10.28.2005

ok dudes...I'm gonna make this quick...

Last night was Thursday...I watched Zorro...oh my gosh...if you know the movie Fight Club then you shall find some very entertaining things in that movie. Even without that it was pretty good though. Too long....but good.

Today...I am going to the renaissance festival...at night...because I can. WOO HOO!!!! ok....so yea...

Went to la escuela today...I actually got to talk to everyone that I wanted to except for like two. One was a teacher and wasn't there, and one just didn't talk...but that's cool. I got to bug Jennifer for like a half an hour, it made me happy...but yea...I'm gonna go now sos I can see my boyfriend before I go the the party...

Much Love,
DeAnna

10.26.2005

Mood of the Moment: Happy
Music of the Moment: Steve playing guitar

Yea, just figured I'd put something in here in case I didn't feel like it when I got home. I'm currently chilling over at Sean's place, with sean and Steve...I should be home later, til then..
Much Love,
DeAnna

I dont know why
I cant keep my eyes
off of you

10.24.2005

Mood of the Moment: happy, somewhat nervous
Music of the Moment: Staind - Right Here

Yea, so I went and did pheresis today...fun fun. I watched parts of O Brother Where Art Thou and Ocean's Eleven. Fun stuff, really. Then I went to Wal-Mart to buy pixie stix, then to the theatre to meet Steve. We went to be moral support for Jason at his yu-gi-oh competition (he made it to top 8, only to be beaten by my cousin Shal). But yea, it was cool...

*phone rings...*...*6 minutes later*...hehe....he just called....you know who I speak of....hehe.

But yea, it was fairly cool, it was nice hangin' out with Steve all day away from the theatre...without constant survaillance...woot! hehe...

But yea, I'm tired, and I'm sure my Iron is low from having my blood sucked out...so I'm headed to bed now...
Much Love,
DeAnna

Me: (tauntingly to Matt)Awww...are you going to fire me Mr. Staff Leader???
Matt: Stephen, you need to control your woman here...
Stephen: (looks at me...gives a half smile)dude...she's the one with the chain, I'm the one wearing the collar...

I adore that boy...

10.23.2005

Mood of the Moment: Pretty happy, but tired
Music of the Moment: Staind - For You

Yea, so Friday I went to work...I had to work the midnight shows...a select few people had to stay and work downstairs until about 12:30...and funny enough, one of the people that volunteered was Stephen...it was because he needed the money...really....it had nothing to do with me...really...I...swear...hehe. So yea, I ended up going downstairs after he got off work and chilling with him out in front of the theatre until like 1:30ish, then went upstairs and watched part of Ghostbusters on the PSP until theatres let out, then I went home.

Today I slept pretty late ...I mean, I had to get up and immediately get ready for work...and I had to be at work at 12:30...so yea. I worked day shift. I knew that Stephen was scheduled for 3-cl...but funny enough he showed up towards the beginning of the day, and proceeded to hang out upstairs with me until it was time for him to clock in, so that was cool. Then when I got off I went downstairs and bugged him for a bit. Then I went to waffle house and dragged Ben along. Came back and bugged my boyfriend some more...hid from my stalker...watched family guy (yea...I definately lost brain cells)...then I went out and sat with Matt in his car for a bit (if any of you know much about Matt, you know that there is generally one reason he goes to sit in his car....so yea, I lost even more brain cells...) then I told Matt that I was kidnapping Stephen for a little bit, and so me and Steve mysteriously vanished until it was time to close down concessions. So yea...then we hung out a bit after everything was closed...then he had to go, and I went back upstairs to the office where Matt had so graciously hooked up the slim PS2 and messed around a bit with FFX and Shadow of the Colossis...it was pretty nifty, I liked the music and some of the designs in the Colossis one...I'd never seen that game before tonight, so yea. Then my dad came to get me, and now I am here....yep.

I'm gonna stop now though, simply because I am supposed to be at the red cross tomorrow at 8 to give platelets, then I'm going out with Stephen (a day we're both off WooT!)...so yea, until later,
Much Love,
DeAnna

10.20.2005

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive...


I= pitiful...

10.18.2005

Mood of the Moment: cold...*walks over and puts on Steve's jacket*...make that good...
Music of the Moment: Rise Against - Swing Life Away (acoustic)

Yea, so I appologize for the fact that I have failed to put anything on this blog for the past while....hmmmm....my problem now is the fact that I have done quite a bit, and I wish to relay it to my handful of faithful readers...but I just really dont feel like typing a novel here on the blog...so I shall have to find some happy medium. Let's see...should I go in chronilogical order, or order of importance? Well I kind of suck at putting things that happened several days ago in chronological order, but it is also hard for me to put them in order of importance. I am also having a hard time remembering where I left off , therefore I shall start with last Thursday night...

Yea, last Thursday night I went into work at six...because I was scheduled at six, and therefore it is the natural order of things that I should arrive and clock in at six. Scott was also scheduled at six. Scott, however, obviously does not agree with me on the natural order of things. When I arived I recieved a message from Will that Scott had called and was going to be late, but that if nothing else he would at least call at 8, if he wasn't already there. I proceeded to go about the usual Thurday stuff. I built the trailer packs for the films that were to be aired the next day, and attached them to the films that Will had so graciously built that day...I got all the new schedules...I found out which movies needed to be broken down that night...I moved the movies that were to be screened that night to the placed that they were to be screened at...and then there was nothing left that I could do until the end of the night. So I went downstairs and bugged my boyfriend for a bit. In case you haven't figured it out, by this point it was far past 8 o'clock. At 10 o'clock I finally got a call from Scott saying that he would be there in 30 minutes...there was no explanation of where he had been all night, and no appologies. An hour later he showed up...he was just in time to ask me if I had done everything and to start the preview of his movie. Although it is awefully convenient how his girlfriend was with him...so yea, at the end of the night after I had watched my movie (I had to fix a sensor tape in it...grr) I came upstairs and noticed that his was already done as well. He said his movie sucked badlly...that made me happy....because I liked my movie (I watched Elizabethtown, he watched the fog)but yea, then he decided to take a tone like he had been hard at work all night and was tired...a sort of hateful toneand was like "yea, you can either break down Emily Rose or you can get your strapping young man there to halp you move all of the films to where they need to be...but you need to decide sometime in the next oh say 30 seconds because I dont feel like being here all night so I need to know." Yea...those of you that know me, know that it is very hard to make me mad...it is difficult to annoy or irk me...it is excessively hard to actually make me angry...but that statement, made in that tone, that made me angry. I mean I was beyond pissed. I wanted to flat out smack that superiority complex right out of his system...but what did I do? I bit my lip, I looked at Steve, and I asked if he would like to help me move movies, then I told Scott that we'd move movies if he broke down "Emily Rose." So we did that, then Scott and I went around and allegedly six projectors each, even though I counted, and I so did seven and he did 5...but anyway, then Scott left...at this point it was around 3:15am. I still had to do letters since I hadn't had anyone there to thread or keep an eye on the film earlier so that I could do it during my shift (doing letters is the term we use for when we change the letters on the massive sign out front of the theatre that tells what we are playing, you know, the one that you can look at as you sit at the stop light on hanes mall blvd...we also call it the marquis, depending on how official we feel like sounding). So yea, thursday night I left the theatre at about 4am. I then prodeeded to go to Waffle House for some hashbrowns...and guess who was there? Scott and Johnson (johnson = Amanda Johnson, Scott's girlfriend, ex-wynnsong-projectionist, and fairly good acquaintence of mine). Oh it's amazing how his attitude changed...he was all happy and didn't seem to be tired anymore...there was still no explanation as to why he was late, and no appology...nothing...so yea...I'm still quite angry with him for that.

So yea...Friday, I know that I worked....but I dont remember anything else...

Saturday...I worked the day shift, but I took some clothes with me to change into. I left work thirty minutes early so that Sean, Steve, and I could drive to Raliegh. What was in Raleigh you ask? Well that would be Def Leppard. Yep, we wet ot the Def Leppard/Bryan Adams concert. But it gets better. We paid 24.50 a piece for yard tickets, right? Well when we got there...through some rather miraculous chain of events, we ended up as VIPs yep...I have the bracelet to prove it. It was awesome. We got free food and drinks, chilled in the VIP lounge, and better seats...it was beautiful. There was one amusing time when Stephen was like "There is this dude over at the bar that keeps checking you out....I wanna kick his a--..." and he was dead serious....but I got him to calm down...I thought it was kinda cute...hehe...but yea....the whole thing rocked...

Sunday I...uhhh....hung out with Steve....surprise surprise....we saw the fog, went and got something to eat and just generally hung out for a bit. We talked about future stuff. He mentioned the military again. Last time he said something about it I told him that I didn't like it, but that I couldn't stop him...and this time when he said something he looked at me and was like "and dont tell me that you can't stop me...because you are right now..whether you mean to or not..." it took me a second to see what he meant by that...but when I did it made me happy to hear.

Yesterday I went up to the old High School for 4th period, so that I could chill with the theatre class. I seriously was surprised at how many people were like "DeAnna!!!" It was cool....I felt loved. Yea, I so couldn't remember what period Jennifer had Library assistant, so I went and asked and the lady was like "she has it frst period"....grrr. So I had no Idea where to look for her, or any of the other people that I would have liked to see, so i just went back to the auditorium. Then I came home and then went somewhere with my g-ma. Then up to Hot Topic w/Sydney just to look around, then to work to find that Steve was already there waiting for me. Work last night was very entertaining. Steve decided that it was time to burn another standee. We'd done it before...it wasn't a big deal. So Steve, me, Sean, and Ben all went outside to watch Ms. Diaz go up in flames. It was beautiful...until the cop came. Then the firetruck...yea.....Turns out that there is a city wide level 6 ordinance that states that it is illegal to burn anything without authorization in the city of Winston-Salem...yep...long story short Matt ended up taking the fall and got a citation and fined $100, which Steve offered to pay. So yea. I kinda felt bad...but when you think about it, it's really just stupid. I mean...the firetruck arrived to fight a fire that, at that point in time, was about 6 inches tall. geez...

So yea...this morning I woke up, sat around, ate, and blogged...whew....and now I'm going to go rest my bloody fingers for a bit and then go meet Steve at the theatre at 5. Til later...
Much Love,
DeAnna

10.13.2005

Mood of the Moment: pretty nifty...
Music of the Moment: The hum of the computer

Ok, so today was fairly cool. I mean the first while was kinda dull....sitting around, staring at the computer...looking for someone that could take me to Olive Garden because I have this wierd craving for it. But yea...I didn't find anyone...

A little after 3 my g-ma took me to meet dear Stephen. Then him, Jason, and I went to the mall to pick up some stuff for their halloween costumes (Mario and Luigi). We also stopped by Hot Topic so that I could get a fishnet tee, Game Stop so that Steve could get a game he wanted, Sheetz so we could get frozen mochas(to which I've gotten Steve addicted), and Belk's so that I could get my new glasses. Yes, that's right...I have new glasses....they look nearly identical, only these dont have Brian's bloody teeth marks on them, and they are not loose, and they have all of the parts required for keeping them together, and the perscription is better. Hehe...

Anywho, then we went to get some food at the Dynasty Buffet. mmmm...chinese. Yep, Steve eats sushi. Eew...but oh well. hehe... Then we went to the theatre to watch a movie...only we were like an hour early...but then Brizi (pronounced breezy, short for Alex febrizio) and Jared pulled up and we all went to hang out at the bowling alley for a while...then came back and met up with Jason...then watched most of the movie...than came outside and hung out by Jason's car. Then Jason thought it would be terribly clever to push me into his trunk as I was getting something out of it and shut me in there and drive around the parking lot...yep...I was ready to kill him...and so was Steve...especially after he found out that I had cut my knee in the process. But yea, it was all good. so yea...eventually the fun had to end...so then I came hime and now I am here...

Jennifer...just be warned that I am probrobly so going to call you tomorrow...

but yea....I'm tired....I'm off to bed...
Much Love,
DeAnna

Come what may...
I will love you
until my dieing day...

10.12.2005

Mood of the Moment: pretty happy
Music of the Moment: Muse

Hacker House rocked.....

No School tomorrow...

Stephen...oh my, dont get me started....

I definately wnat to do something tomorrow....before 3 (which is when I meet Steve)

Have I mentioned the awesomness that is my significant other commonly referred to as Steve?

no work tomorrow...

I wanna go to the mall...

or Olive Garden....

or both....

if there is anyone I know reading this who would like to give me a ride...I'd buy you food! Gimme a call...

um yea....I'm tired.

Going to bed now...
Much Love,
DeAnna

'Cause it's you and me
and all of the people
and I dont know why
I can't keep my eyes
off of you...

10.09.2005

Mood of the Moment: Kinda bummed.
Music of the Moment: yep....muse...

yea, so I worked today and Stephen worked tonight, so I stayed so that I could bug him. It was pretty cool....everyone came to the conclusion that I am most definately a distraction if I am around and Steve is supposed to be working. So yea, they were short staffed, so of course I ended up helping. Then Steve and I took out the trash...we had to make two trips....for there was a lot of trash....because the theatre was very busy tonight. So yea...then The end of the night finally came around and I acyually got to hang out with Steve for a bit...then I was invited to stay over at Jason's house with him and Steve tonight. So we got to being like 2 minutes away from his house when my dad called and said that he had changed his mind, and that he didn't want me staying over at a guys house....now...I was intending on watching Jason and Steve play mortal kombat...no joke....that was the grand plan...and I'm very tired, so I would have probrobly fallen asleep very early...and it is only because I am so tired that I am not about to go into a very long spill about how much it pisses me off that my parents dont trust me, and how overprotective my dad is, and how in all honesty I wish I was living somewhere else right now, etc...but...I'm tired....so instead of all that....I'm simply going to go to bed...until later...
Much Love,
DeAnna

PS: If you want to know something about your daughter, dont sneak around and read a blog by Cloe in New York all about how she lost her virginity...dont talk with all of your friends about how their daughters got pregnant at 16 by some guy who said he loved her yada yada...guess what, your friends are all a bunch of addict screw-ups...you've said it yourself. Most likely at the point in time that their daughters got pregnant, they were either drunk, stoned, or in jail....and yet they are still surprised that their kid goes and makes a huge mistake in life. The people you work with are not you. Their daughters are not your daughter. So why would you expect the same thing to happen? It is because of lack of trust. Let me tell you....lack of trust can only go so far before it ultimately results in one thing: your daughter moves out.

10.05.2005

Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse 

Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse Muse!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dude....I got my Muse CD back...I am like high on music right now...but yea....I'm 'bout to break away from this beautiful experience to go to work...so I can bug Matt by playing Muse in the office all night...hehe...until later....
Much Love,
DeAnna

Hopelessly
I'll give you everything.
But I won't
give you up...
I won't let you down...
And I won't
leave you falling...

Mood of the Moment: tehehe...
Music of the Moment: none (le gasp)

Ok, so I actually had a night off tonight...oh my gosh....is it possible?! Hehe, so of course I spent it with Stephen. Yep...and he's coming to see me at work tomorrow...and then thursday we have an outing planned....and then we work together all weekend. Fun stuff. I think since we started dating there has been one day when we haven't seen each other, and on that day he called 3 times. Does this bother me? nope.

Yea, so Jennifer came up there last night to see me at work...it made me mucho happy. I was like "Yay!! someone to talk to while I work!!"...plus I hadn't seen Jennifer in a while anyway...and I did miss dear Jennifer...so seeing her made me happy.

Yea, the sad thing is that other than those two events, I really have nothing to report. Yep...pathetic...that's me.....oh well, until next time...
Much Love,
DeAnna

"Tonight
we make soap"

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